My Story | kylian Mbappé

XII

OMG U GUYS IM SO SORRY I THOUGHT I ALREADY PUBLISHED 3 CHAPTERS.. 😶

6 chapters put this week ig...
(2 friday, 2 Sunday and this plus another one now)

Anyways it's my bday the 16th so I feel like I have a pass just this one time ☝️

ꜱᴋɪᴘ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴡᴇᴇᴋꜱ
22/11/22

It's been an incredibly weird few weeks since Kylie left to Spain to visit her family. Neymar and Kylian have been busy with training and meetings, and most importantly Games. Unfortunately most of the games I wasn't able to come to.. so I've been spending a lot of time with Cench Aka Central cee. We've become really close, which has been nice, and I've also been writing more on my songs. I can't wait for my first one to be released soon.

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Today I got a text from Jude, saying he wanted to talk about the situation. I really didn't want to, but I decided to be the bigger person and go meet him. I drove to the restaurant, and when I got there I saw Jude at a table, outside, looking at his phone. I walked over, and it was really awkward. He said, "I'm sorry, Skylar. I know that I should have never cheated on you, especially with your sister. Not that it helps but.. It was wrong of me and I regret it deeply. I know that I can't ask for your forgiveness, and I understand if you can't forgive me, but I want you to know that I'm truly sorry.

Since you found out, I've been a complete asshole to you. I know that I haven't been treating you with the respect and kindness that you deserve and I'm sorry for that too. I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore or if you don't want to be friends, but I'm hoping that we can at least be civil to each other. I know that I don't deserve it, but I'm hoping that you can find it in your heart to forgive me at least a little bit.

I know that it's not enough to make up for what I did, but I want you to know that I'm deeply sorry for my actions. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me, even if it's just a little bit. I know that I don't deserve it, but I'm hoping that I can at least be your friend again. I understand if you don't want to, but I'm hoping that you'll find it in your heart to give me a second chance.

I'm sorry, Skylar. I know that I hurt you and I regret it deeply. I'm not asking for forgiveness, but I'm just telling you how I feel. I'm sorry for my actions and I hope that we can at least be friends again."

I didn't really expect that.. I sighed and replied, "Jude, I never thought I'd have to hear an apology from you. After all, we'd been together for years and I thought we were happy. I thought our relationship was strong and that nothing could break us apart. Then you cheated on me with my sister... It felt like a punch to the gut, like my world was crumbling around me. I was so hurt and so angry.

But here you are, apologizing. It's taken me a long time to come to terms with what happened, but I'm willing to accept your apology. We can be friends, but nothing more. I've spent a lot of time thinking about this, and I think it's the universe's way of telling us that we weren't meant to be together.

I'm grateful that you've apologized, but I'm also aware that it doesn't erase the pain you caused me. I'm still struggling to process what happened and it's not something I'm going to get over right away. I'm trying to be more understanding and forgiving, but it's not easy. I'm still dealing with a lot of hurt and anger.

I'm not sure if I'm ready to truly forgive you yet, but I'm willing to try. I'm trying to take it one day at a time and focus on my own healing. I'm learning to be kinder to myself and to take the time I need to heal. I'm also learning to be kinder to you, to be more understanding and to be more forgiving.

It's not going to be easy, but give it time..." He nodded and smiled slightly. We ordered some drinks and food, and then talked for a while. It was nice to have peace between us again.