Myla's Pov
From the day I was born, I was a mistake, just by existing I made my life a living hell. Everyone in the Bellerose pack looked down on me. My mother, the woman who carried me for nine months hated me, instead of loving me she loathes my existence. My father, the Alpha, wanted me dead from birth because I was a girl and an Omega. My father hated omegas, he despised omegas for they are weak, useless, and pathetic.
My older siblings hated me, and my brother the future alpha look down on me, allowing the others to bully me and pretend I don't exist. My sister was a beta by blood meaning she could mate with anyone and give birth, she was the bane of my existence, I don't understand what I have done to warrant such despise but she was the one that made me wish for death. I always looked up to her when I was young when we were both innocent she used to be my friend but I don't know what happen but she change when we started middle school.
Everyone in the pack bullied, abused, and torment me except the other omegas, they stay far away from me so that they won't get bullied like me. Growing up in this god-forsaking pack I have been beaten daily and verbally abused. My parents know about my prediction but they do nothing because I am the unwanted child.
When I turned eleven years old I was forced to live in a run-down cabin in the middle of the woods far from the pack. I know it's not safe out there but what can I do, so far no rogue has come across me so I am grateful for the moon goddess protection.
It's hard to explain how I feel, I am tired of this world, I just want to give up but my wolf won't let me, she wants to wait on our mate but I know deep down that wasn't a good idea. For seventeen years I have suffered from broken bones and been starved now I was malnourish and small for my age. I don't think I can last anymore for my broken bones can't heal because my wolf has been weak soon I will soon die.
Sometimes I sit outside on my verandah looking out at the stars wishing I could be up there with them. I want to be free and run in my wolf form but that's not possible seeing I have never gotten the chance to shift since I was eleven because my wolf is slowly dying it would be dangerous to turn.
Today was the full moon and my birthday, It was a special event at the pack to celebrate my brother becoming an alpha and finding his mate. They should be celebrating my birthday but nobody cares, I already got my dose of birthday beating before being dumped here by my brother's beta Calvin.
"Please... don't... do... this" begged Calvin as he throws me on the bed, a sharp pain overcome me and my heart was here. How is that even possible, omegas only go into heat if they are in contact with their mate and the only person who is now close to me is Calvin. no that can't be happening. I look up at him and she is eyes are looking down at me lustfully, his eyes change showing that his wolf has taken over.
I try to crawl away from him as my wolf weakly wimps out mate, I dare not say it, Calvin can't be my mate. He grabbed my foot pulling me back towards him, try to kick him to get away but he was stronger. He flips me over to law on my back and looks down at me with an evil smirk as he roams my body like a predator looking at his prey.
"Mate... don't play innocent with me... you have been trying to seduce me now you are in heat like a fucking bitch.. What a pity I have to reject you after I taste you who would want a useless, weak thing like you" His voice sent chills down my spine as his hands graze down my face to my body. His hands grip my breast and I moan slightly, I was scared my mate would rape me, and tears stream down my face as I hear my wolf desperate howling to get out and run but I can't move.
He pinned me down on the bed, ripping my clothes off of me in a flash. I laid there naked in all my glory. He too off his with a rush and turn around to approach me, I scream and struggle to get up but the pain from the beaten early made it hard to move and I was weak because of my heat.
He didn't prepare me, he pounded into me roughly, and without mercy, he occasionally slaps me and chokes me to the point I almost fainted due to lack of oxygen. He called me horrendous names and made me feel I was on death's bed.
My vagina was torn I was bleeding but he didn't stop, he continued to fuck me even when I plead with him it falls on deaf ears. The one who robbed my virginity to love me and protect me, my fated mate and my soul mate. My heartbreak as I hear my wolf howl in pain and sorrow. Why moon goddess? why is this happening to me?
Calvin grunts as he continues to assault me and then he comes into me with a great moan. I felt him slip out of me and start to get dressed. I lay there on the bed rigged and couldn't move.
He looked at me with an evil smirk as he stacks over to my body, his mind linking my family telling them to come quickly. In no minute my family came bursting into my room. "What is the matter"? Asked my dad looking down on me, my mother sent me a cold look while my brother and sister looked annoyed to be here.
"I want to witness me rejecting this useless piece of shit" he mused as he approach the bed, " I Calvin Veda reject Myla Bellerose as my mate," he said with disgust, I felt a sharp pain as the mate bond broke. I cough violently as blood comes out of my mouth but I have to do this. " I Myla Bellerose reject Calvin Veda as my mate, Myla Bellerose breaks ties with the Bellerose pack" I breathed out as my wolf cried out in pain. The shock was written all over their pathetic face, finally, I was free but I wasn't done yet. " I Myla Bellrose Curse you all to endless torment, you will feel the pain I feel today and if we ever cross paths I will make you all fear me". They look at me as if I was mad but I turn my back on them. "You can all leave" I shout weakly.
I hear feet step leaving my place, I pass out for a while due to the pain and loss of blood. Waking up alive was the last thing I want but the moon goddess look like its not my time yet to go. Everywhere hurts from head to toe, and I felt unclean and impure. I remember what I said last night now I have to leave before they come back finally I voice my opinion they deserve everything that's coming to them.
I gathered all my remaining strength to clean up myself to the best of my ability and then pack a small luggage of all I had. I head out of the house towards the border of my pack and sigh, finally, I am free. I run through the woods as my wolf howls weakly, "I am sorry Myla" my wolf whispers through our bond. "It's okay Mila we are in this together".
It's been months since I have been running, I am starved and weak. I have been running from rogues for months now I don't think I can go any further and my wolf was tried after all she has been healing me as I run on foot.
I run into a clearing as my legs feel weak and shaky, I know I am in pack territory, I sense wolves in the distance but I am too weak to get up and slowly block them out.
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Forsaken Fury: A Wolf's Revenge
Manusia SerigalaI want to witness me rejecting this useless piece of shit" he mused as he approached the bed, " I Calvin Veda reject Myla Bellerose as my mate," he said with disgust, I felt a sharp pain as the mate bond broke. I cough violently as blood comes out...
