Pain and promises ( CALUM HOOD )

Eighteen

Faiths P.O.V

Instead of going back to Michaels house, I walked back home.

I unlocked the door to Luke and Ashton having a conversation. They were laughing, then Ashton saw me.

"Hi Faith." He said.

I rolled my eyes and walked up stairs to my room, but Ashton raced up the stairs and pulled me towards him.

"Hey, what's your problem?" He asked, lifting my chin.

Pushing his hand away, I looked over at a wall.

"Faith, talk to me babe."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Faith," he shouted at me, "What's your problem?"

"You, your my problem Ashton."

He paused, "What, did I do..."

I chuckled, "Do play with me. You hurt me, both mentally and physically. You put me in the hospital."

"And know your better, right baby?"

He tried pulling me towards him and kissing me but I wiggled out of his grip. I wanted to go downstairs to Luke but Ashton grabbed my arm tightly.

"Ashton let go that hurts." I cried.

"Shut up." He whispered, kissing my neck.

I tried yelling Luke's name, but he quickly slapped his hand over my mouth. He dragged me to my room, through me on my bed and locked the door.

"What the heck Ashton."

He turned to me.

"Faith, I love you. I love you so much. I would do anything for you."

"So why didn't show it?" I mumbled.

"What? I always show you I love you."

"Ashton, no you don't. Showing a person you love them is giving them flowers and kisses and cards. Not hitting them and putting them in the hospital."

"Look Faith," he held my hand, "I'm sorry for everything. I didn't know what i was thinking. Please, take me back."

"I can't..."

"Why?" His eyes were watery.

"I-I just can't."

I felt tears forming in my eyes. Feeling a tear roll down my cheek, I quickly wiped it away.

"Babe don't cr-"

"DONT CALL ME THAT." I yelled at him.

I seen him glance at the floor. I feel bad, but he doesn't deserve me.

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After Ashton left, Luke came in my room to check if I was alright and I told him in fine. He then nodded and when to his room to sleep.

I texted Calum to Skype me on my laptop.

"Are you kidding me??! He came over there?"

"Yeah, and he was like, "come on baby, take me back and stuff."

Calum put his hands over his cheeks, and signs, "Well, I'm sorry Faith, I can't about this over a screen."

"Ok, I'll just come over to your house tomorrow then. Ok?"

"Sure. Night." He smiles.

I give him a wave and close my laptop. Turning my chair around and looking at my room, feeling like someone else is in here, watching me. I dont get scared really, but right now, I'm frightened to go over to my bed. I take my phone of my dresser and flash the light around it, and slowly walk towards my light switch.

The room is all light and I shut my phone and throw it on my bed. I go over to my closet to grab bed clothing. I find a pair of grey sweats and a plain white tee shirt.

After I got changed, I put my hair in a high ponytail and turn on my TV to MTV. I shut my lights off and crawl in my bed, but I'm so uncomfortable. I still feel like someone's watching my every move. I get out of my bed, and check everywhere. The closest, under my bed, nothing. But then I hear a noise in my bathroom. I grab the first thing I saw for a weapon. A notebook. Then I think to myself,

"what am I gonna do with a notebook?"

Rolling my eyes, I seen my flatiron on my desk. I grab those and slowly walk towards my bathroom. Pushing the door open, I look around and sigh.

'No ones in here' I say to myself.

I place my flatirons down on the sink and walk out, when a hand covers my mouth....
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I'm soooooooooooooooo mad at myself for not updating its just really hard to think of stuff to write. I promise I won't have you guys wait this long for me to update.
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