I yell for help but my cries seem silent muffled to the world around me.
I feel like I'm being pushed closer and closer to the edge. there is only so much i can take before i fall.
I keep gripping this rope that holds me here but it seems to become weak and so have i.
I hold my breath cause i am drowning. the pressure on my lungs has become unbarable. i can't take much more of this. this pain is much to strong to keep going on.
I am fighting. Fighting a endless battle that seems to be winning. I have been hitting and missing. This fight is not over it has just begun. I have nothing to hold me back. I get a right punch to my heart and I'm down for the count. 10 9 8 7 6 i can never be fixed. 5 4 3 i have nothing left i can no longer see. 2 1 i am no longer the person i used to be.
I am numb. the feeling of joy,love,happieness, and hope means nothing. just words words that have failed me and brought me to this numbness. this is my reality no more crying laughing loving smiling just numb.
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saving you will save me.
Poesía{trigger warning} yaeh I'm going through depression and this seems to help all of these are mine unless saying otherwise please tell me how you feel about them i really put my heart into them and if you need to talk or are looking for a friend I'...
