My mind was like half a vague vision of him. It was difficult. It was nearly impossible to get my mind off him.
You know theres always someone , who captures your mind in such a way that you cant just resist , they are in everything you do , everywhere you go.His chocolate brown eyes just left me mesmerized. His hair............
Oh no. This shouldnt happen. This cant be happening. Alice is my bestfriend. I can see that she likes him. I have to stop myself before its late.
And that was it. I tried avoiding roaming in the hallways , i tried stealing glances by him , i tried blocking everything. Alice just consistantly asked me to join her whenever her and luke went for hangouts, (they were good friends now) , i just used to say im sick or i have to go to a relative's.
I thought this was for the best , but then things started to turn out in a wrong way. I found myself alone almost everytime as alice and luke hung out and she now dint bother to ask me.
A week or 2 passed by .
I decided this had to stop. We both had promised that no barrier will come between our friendship. I needed to get my bestfriend.In the next literature class , i sat with her and with my straight expression , kept my point.
I explained her that how this was not working out and it was just creating more distance between us. I told her that maybe she should consider making some time for me as im her bestfriend , and he was just a guy she met a couple of days ago.How much ever bad this sounded, a part of me was telling her this because maybe i wanted her to keep a little distance from him.
But i just ate up that thought with my instincts and continued."We had a promise. Remember ?"
But then , i dint expect the answer she gave me next."Av , i like him. And by judging how he is behaving around me for a past couple of weeks , i think he does too "
No one. No one expect me could her my hopes shattering into peices. The hopes that i would just someday get to experience the brown eyes of this beautiful boy a little closely.
And thats it . Thats when my heart shut out and all my brain said was , its time to build up the walls.

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waiting.
Novela JuvenilBut she was unaware of the fact that what she was waiting for would not come to her way unless she breaks down the walls between her and her destiny and how something would change in a single night. something which was meant to be. Avril Brown.A 16...