Its time.

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My mind was like half a vague vision of him. It was difficult. It was nearly impossible to get my mind off him.
You know theres always someone , who captures your mind in such a way that you cant just resist , they are in everything you do , everywhere you go.

His chocolate brown eyes just left me mesmerized. His hair............

Oh no. This shouldnt happen. This cant be happening. Alice is my bestfriend. I can see that she likes him. I have to stop myself before its late.

And that was it. I tried avoiding roaming in the hallways , i tried stealing glances by him , i tried blocking everything. Alice just consistantly asked me to join her whenever her and luke went for hangouts, (they were good friends now) , i just used to say im sick or i have to go to a relative's.

I thought this was for the best , but then things started to turn out in a wrong way. I found myself alone almost everytime as alice and luke hung out and she now dint bother to ask me.

A week or 2 passed by .
I decided this had to stop. We both had promised that no barrier will come between our friendship. I needed to get my bestfriend.

In the next literature class , i sat with her and with my straight expression , kept my point.
I explained her that how this was not working out and it was just creating more distance between us. I told her that maybe she should consider making some time for me as im her bestfriend , and he was just a guy she met a couple of days ago.

How much ever bad this sounded, a part of me was telling her this because maybe i wanted her to keep a little distance from him.
But i just ate up that thought with my instincts and continued.

"We had a promise. Remember ?"
But then , i dint expect the answer she gave me next.

"Av , i like him. And by judging how he is behaving around me for a past couple of weeks , i think he does too "

No one. No one expect me could her my hopes shattering into peices. The hopes that i would just someday get to experience the brown eyes of this beautiful boy a little closely.

And thats it . Thats when my heart shut out and all my brain said was , its time to build up the walls.

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