Only For Love /Accidental Love

CH-43

    The fifth day of the Lunar New Year is commonly known as the Po Wu Festival. Worship the God of Wealth and send off poor ghosts. Every family cooks dumplings and prepares for a good fortune.

    Zheng Shu Yi's family is no exception.

    In the evening, Wang Meiru was chopping dumpling stuffing in the kitchen.

    The window of the kitchen was close to the window of Zheng Shu Yi's room, and she deliberately used her strength so that Zheng Shu Yi could hear her dissatisfaction.

    "Boom! Boom! Boom!"

    Wang Meiru smashed the knife handle on the cutting board as if venting her anger.

    "She is in her twenties, and she only knows how to sleep with her head covered. What's the difference with a pig? Those who are older than the Chinese New Year will sleep when they come back. I think they will grow up on the bed! I don't know how she lives alone in Jiang City!"

    Zheng Father rolled the dumpling wrapper, and said with a smile: "The children and grandchildren have their own blessings, why are you worrying so much?"

    "It's not the meat that fell from you. Of course don’t worry.”

    Wang Meiru snorted coldly, “Look at your daughter’s appearance, she’d better be blessed to be served by others in the future, otherwise she’ll starve to death sooner or later!”

    After muttering a few words, she took the kitchen knife Let go, and angrily pushed Zheng Shu Yi's room away.

    "It's time to eat! Do you want me to treat you!"

    Zheng Shu Yi got her head out of the bed and let out a muffled "Oh".

    After returning from the aquarium, she lied to her parents that she had eaten lunch, then locked herself in her room and fell into a dark sleep.

    As for why she was sleeping—the words before Shi Yan hung up the phone, like a knife, directly pierced through her last luck.

    The moment all the strings in the mind are broken, the collapse brought about is often only temporary.

    But the remaining emotions quietly spread in a silent place.

    Zheng Shu Yi didn't know what happened to her.

    She can clearly feel that she should be uncomfortable at this moment, the shame of being exposed for a lie, and the self-blame of doing something wrong, they should all be there.

    But there was no outburst of emotion, not like the outright anger when he found out about Yue Xing Zhou's betrayal.

    She couldn't even cry at all.

    Now she just feel that she can't breathe, like a patient with a bad cold, breathing becomes difficult, the chest is full of sour things, and she can't concentrate.

    Whenever she do something, her mind will wander.

    The way to escape this emotion is to sleep.

    She got into bed, wrapped herself tightly, and felt nothing when she fell asleep.

    But sleeping is often another vicious circle.

    Every time she wake up, she feel weak all over her body, and the dull mood in her heart has not improved because of this.

    She can only continue to force herself to fall into a deep sleep.