Chapter 28

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April 10, 2014

I got out of the hospital 2 weeks ago. I was going to a meeting about mainly every thing that happen to me. After that I was going home. I went into my room. I sat on my bed. I look at my dresser and there were medicine that I have to take. I'm depressed, don't want to eat, quiet, and other things I forgot. Tomorrow I go back to school. Everyone would be talking about me. Oh that girl was suicidal. She should go kill herself. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes.

Monday

My mom came in and woke me up. I get up and get in the shower. I get out 20 minutes later. I had on Ashley Purdy sweatpants that said AP on them and a BvB shirt. I put on a Falling In Reverse jacket. I went to the kitchen and made myself a bowl of cereal. I was done. I put my bowl in the sink. My mom gave me my phone. I walked to the bus stop with Max. He came back to the school. As I got on the bus. I seen Nash and Matt. They both smiled at me and they wanted to give me a hug but I walked pass them and sat in the back. I heard Max talking to them. I put my headphones in and started listening to Carolyn by BvB. I had this song on repeat. 'You're not alone and we'll brave this storm.' I get off the bus. I was walking through the school doors and everyone stop what their doing and they all look at me. Max put his arms around me and was walking me to my locker. I get there. I seen Luke and them walk by.

"Oh no look who's here the suicidal girl" Luke said
"Hey man why don't you just stop picking on her. She's been through a lot" Max said

The bell ranged. They left. Max and I walked to our first period. I walked into the class. Everyone was looking at me. I put my head down and was walking to my desk. Max sat by me. The teacher was passing papers out. He comes to me.

"Nice to have you back" He said

I didn't say nothing. He left. Lunch came by quick. Max and I were sitting at a table near the window. My head was on the table. I heard a thump. I look up. Nash and Matt were there with 4 girls.

"Stevie I'd like you to meet my girlfriend Emily and my other best friend Kassy" Nash said

I still didn't say nothing.

"You member my girlfriend Tori. Right?" Matt said

I was about to walk out of the lunch room.

"Guys she doesn't want to talk to no one" Max said
"Okay we get it but can we sit here" Nash said
"Yea"
"Nash no don't sit with the suicidal girl!" Someone yelled across the room

Everyone laughed including Nash. I got up and ran out the lunchroom. I sat down at my locker. I heard footsteps running my way.

"Stevie you okay" Matt said

I shook my head no. Nash was still laughing.

"What the f*ck are you laughing at!" Max yelled
"Oh it's funny how someone said Stevie was suicidal"
"Cause it's f*cking true!"
"No it's not. Stevie is it?"

I shook my head yes.

"Stevie I'm sorry"

I whisper in Max ear. He nods his head.

"What did she say" Nash said
"She wants to be left alone"
"No we can't leave her alone"
"I'm going to be with her. Can you please leave"
"Nash just calm down. If Stevie want to be alone. Let her be alone" Matt said
"Okay"

They left. Max and I were sitting in the hallway. The bell rings 20 minutes later. We got up and started walking to 5th hour. After that school was over. My mom picked me up because I had to go to another meeting/council. Max took the bus home. We got there. I got out of the car and walked into the buildings

3 hour later

I was done with the meeting. My mom drove us home. She picked up dinner. We get home. I open the door and walked into my room. I took off my jacket and laid on my bed. I stared at the ceiling. I heard the doorbell rang. I open my door a little. I could hear a voice talking to each other.

"I'm sorry but Stevie doesn't want to see no one" My mom said
"Oh okay I get it. Can you tell her that Shawn stopped by"

Shawn. What's he doing here.

"Alright bye"
"Wait" I said "Let him in"

She lets him in. I come walking out my room. He was happy to see me. He walked towards me and hugged me. I didn't even hug him back. A girl walks in. He stops hugging me.

"Uh Stevie I'd like you to meet my girlfriend Nika"
"Hi" I said
"Hey" She said
"How long have you been dating"
"A few weeks" Shawn said
"Oh"
"What about you?"
"What do you mean"
"Have you been seeing anyone"
"No"
"Oh. I just thought I could stop by and say hi"
"Well now you can leave bye"

I walked back into my room. I sat down in the center of my bed. I tried not to cry. I open my eyes.

"I can help you get him back" A voice said

I looked around and no one was here.

"I can help you get him back"
"Who's there?"
"I can help you get him back"
"Leave me alone!"

The voice stop.

"Honey is everything okay" My mom said through my door
"Yes"

I walked into the bathroom. I stepped in front of the mirror and turned on the light. I splashed water on my face. I wiped the water off my face. I looked in the mirror and I was there but with a evil smile on my face. I wasn't smiling.

"What are you?" I said
"What are you" It said
"This...this is not real. Oh god I can't breath"
"Let me breath for you"

I looked back in the mirror and it was gone. I walked out of the bathroom and laid on my bed. I covered myself with my blankets and slowly fell asleep.

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