Terzo Emeritus x male reader (Being Redone)

had to do it

"Terzo what are doing here?" Damian said while holding the short man in his arms. "I missed you a lot. I'm sorry I left." Terzo said letting go of the brown haired boy with tears welling in his eyes. "Oh terzo" Damian said and pulled terzo into his room into his room. Damian opened his arms for terzo and terzo gratefully leaned into Damian hugging him tightly. Damian layed the both of the down while playing with Terzo's hair. Terzo closed his eyes and smiled at the feeling. After awhile the two men feel asleep in each other's arms.
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(Terzo's pov)
I wake up slowly and stretch a bit while yawning. I look around and I'm not in my room. I sit up quickly while remembering all of last night and I smile to myself. Damian walks out of his small bathroom after some time. "Morning sleepyhead" is all he says while walking over to me and sitting next to me. "Morning" I respond to the beautiful man next to me.
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(Terzo's pov)
As I ran through the halls I cursed to myself. How could I lose track of time so easily. I quickly got into the room the meeting, which I was late too, was being held. "Terzo your late" I hear Nihil say through gritted teeth. "Yes, yes I know I'm sorry it won't happen again I swear". I quickly say. "That's what you say every time and evertime your late!" Seestor said. "I know" I said quietly. After that the meeting starts. All the meeting was really about is how I needed to continue the bloodline, and although I am doing well if I don't continue the bloodline my time as papa will be done shortly, even though my time has just begun.

"You will pick on of the beautiful sisters to have a kid with. You will not have to marry her, though it would be preferred, you won't have to. Is that understood Terzo" Nihil said. "Yes, sir." As much as I didn't want a kid or betray Damian like that I knew if I was going to stay papa I would have to.
(A few days later)
(Still Terzo's pov)
I haven't talked to Damian since the meeting but I had talked to many sisters of the ministry. I though I longed for Damians touch I had something I need to do unfortunately. After talking to many sisters, I found one that was attractive and nice. Though I knew I would not marry this woman I knew if she was willing she would be the one to help me do as I was told. Over the next few days I had gotten closer with her and eventually talked to her about the whole situation I had. She had very happily agreed to help me carry the bloodline as I was told. Even though I had sex with women before this felt strange to me. Because I knew who I actually wanted and I felt guilty for doing this to him. But I know what Nihil and seestor are capable of so I did it anyway.

I was taking the sisters, whose name was Elizabeth, to my room after a party the ministry had hosted. Her and I have already talked about the situation so I knew what was going to happen after the party. I lay her on the bed and hover above her. I softly kiss her lips and she quickly kisses back. All I can think about is him. As I'm kissing her I push those thoughts of him aside and continue what I am doing. I lean down and softly kiss her neck while running one of my hands up her thigh. Suddenly she grabs the sides of my arms and flips us around and straddles me. "Let me do the work papa" she says softly next to my ear. I simply just nod while putting my hands on her hips, while she she put her hands up my shirt and started to grind on me softly..
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(Terzo's pov).
The next morning I woke up pretty quickly. I felt the girls arms around me as she was still asleep. And again I started thinking about him. I felt guilty about what I did last night, I felt guilty about not taking to him, I felt guilty about it all.

(Damian's pov)
It's been 2 weeks since Terzo has talked to me, I noticed him talking to once certain sister of the ministry through out the week. Once I saw them leave the party together last night it all clicked together what was happening and suddenly I felt dumb. Why would I ever think he would actually like me. I was not only angry at myself for believing something like that I was also angry at him. For lying to me, for ghosting me, for playing me like that. After a while I didn't know that to think about the situation. All I knew whas no matter how I looked at it it still hurt.