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"I'm gonna turn the heater on a little bit more." I say walking into my house after I unlocked the door

"Thank you."
Minho said taking off his coat and hanging it up

"So what should we do now that lunch is over. Maybe we can order dessert later."

"That sounds good, you can show me one of your video games for a bit."

"Okay!"

I'm so happy I have him in my life... the thought of him leaving me again makes me feel awful and it hasn't even happened yet

"So when did you move here?"

"Like... 2 years ago? On my 19th birthday."

"Wow you are so young.."

"So are you hyung you're only 23" I say walking towards the man who's leaning on the wall with his arms crossed

"Hm well I guess but I just feel so old, maybe because I haven't been dancing or moving much."

"Hey if it helps I think you still look super fit.."  I say winking at him as I remove my jacket and hang it right next to his

"Eh, I've looked better."

"Show me pictures PLEASEEE or atleast a video of you dancing"

"Alright."

We sit together on my couch and I scoot closer to minho so I can look over his arm and see his phone screen.

I never noticed how nice his hands were... the way his left hand engulfs his phone... the veins poking out ... his fingers ... his bruised knuckles...

"Fuck"

"What?"

......

I look up at him ... faces inches apart...
My eyes have never been wider

"Did I say that outloud..."

"What? Fuck?"

I gulp ...
He's so close... his face is so pretty... even when he curses he looks hot..

I nod unable to speak

He smiled at me.. but not like before.. he smiled at me like he knew what I was thinking.. God I hope he doesn't know

I look back down at his phone after staring at his face for a little too long.

"I- um... pull up the video of you dancing ... and I'll... be right back." I say stumbling over every word like a child

"Okay."

I stand up and walk over to the rest room.

Looking at myself in the mirror I saw how red I was... and my hair was standing up... god I'm so embarrassed... I crouch down and breath hoping to relax both my heart and my dick

Please please please go away...

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After about 5 mins of cold water to the face and weird thoughts about my grandma I open the door

"Hey."

"Hello"

"You good?"

"Yah! Perfect! Amazing!!"

Jesus that's not believable at all

"Come sit down , I found some good videos"

I walk over to him and sit back down where I was originally sitting

Totally not paying attention to our thighs being so close and how hot it was... the heat was radiating through his jeans...

He's just so ... doable

"Wow you look so happy here." I say as I watch the man dance in a empty dance studio

"I was"

"But... I'm happier now.. happier then I was in this video... I think."

"Really?"

"Yah. Thanks to you of course."
I can tell he's looking at me... but I can't .. look back at him.

"Let's watch more..." I say moving my hand over to his phone and swiping left on the video on the man's phone..

Shit....

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