I decided that this was the time to have some peace and quiet, away from the host club. I was taking a nap in the garden. A couple of girls came and sat in the spot next to me. I opened one eye to them. They giggled. I wonder whats up.
"I just want you to know, I don't like secrets."
"Well, we were just discussing how much the twins changed because of you."One girl, Adrianna, I think says.
"Yeah, ever since, you and Haruhi came they started talking and socializing with other groups. I even saw them talking to the school band the other day. Laughing!"Kiko.
"Thank you, Saiyo. You may seem like a playboy but you are the best friend anyone can ask for. Maybe even a great boyfriend?"Akiko, Kiko's sister, says.
I wiped a tear, fake be as it may, away from my eye, "Thank you ladies. I never been so happy in my life."
Just to add on I smiled with teary eyes, making little drops on my eye lids to add to the effect. All I could hear was kyaa! Hosting on the go. I sunk this low. (author-that rythmed.)
"See ya!"
"Bye."I whispered.
*Flash back*
"That Saiyo is nothing like her sister."
"Yeah. Not as smart either."
"But she does well in sports related."My favorite teacher, Mr.Fii.
"Of course you would think so, Mr. Fii. She only does well in your class." The head master.
"I'm sorry for my daughter's behavior."Mother.
~Time skip~
Mom was cooking dinner. Her white hair almost the color of mine. Mine was a little more gray. Saiyu was exactly like Mother's. I was the odd ball. I had two different eye colors. I had the darker hair color. I did nothing right. Why does everyone want me to be like Saiyu?! I hate it.
"Mommy?"
"Yes, little one?"
"Am I different?"
"What? Of course your different. And so is your sister."
"The teachers talk about me like I'm a monster. They say I'm suppose to be like my sister. I don'ti-"
"Honey," She turned to finally look at me, "You are your own person. That's why you have to different eye colors. That's why you aren't like your sister. And that's why you are you. You see, you just cause trouble for them when they don't need it."
"So, do I need to change?"
"No. Don't change. Be you. You are smart and you are talented. I heard your voice. Your teachers don't know the real you. Now, here's some chocolate and go sit in the room. Your sister won't be here today. Staying at a friends houses. I am going to make seafood!" There is yet another thing she has that I don't. Friends. Only will I get Evelyn and Jacuzzi later.
"I want friends too." Chance barked at me. "I do have you. Want to go shoot some hoops?!"
"Stay close by!"
*End of Flashback*
"I will like just once where I am not compared to anyone but myself." The sun was covered by the tree. "Yet, those were times when things were different. I wonder how the twins got through them. Probably, just fine."
*Flashback
"Daddy!" Both Scott and Ryan looked at me then each other.
"Daddy? Why did you call me daddy?" Scott.
"Mommy says blood doesn't count to be a family, all that matters is how you love them. I love Scott and Ryan so they are my daddies!"
"I prefer to call you by your names." Saiyu.
"Oh, Saiyo! Saiyu! You are just too cute."Scott.
~Time skip~
"Why did you say that to him? Father will come back." Saiyu.
"Face it, Saiyu. Father isn't coming back."
"He is. Kerim and Haboul agree with me." I don't want to be alone. "Anyways, tell mom I am going to spend time with Erica and Haruki. We are building a building out of clay for art together."
She left me. Alone in the park with the only thing I could call a friend. Chance. I took a shot at the hoop. It missed. All I could do was drop my head. Nobody wanted to be my friend yet. No one. I was alone in this world. That's why I took up the things I could do alone. I could sing alone. Dance. Draw. Shoot. Swim. And do kendo. I didn't need anybody for these things. I spent my days here until night time either playing by myself, with chance, or just sitting. I had many things to think about. Why was I compared to Saiyu all the time? How could people not like me for me? What's it's like to have people who love you?
Then one day:
"Hey, Saiyo. Right?" Evelyn.
"Yes." Her hand reached out towards me. And I grabbed it.
*End of Flashback*
"Sai-chun! Where have you been?"Tamaki.
"Shut the fuck up! I don't have to spend all my time in this hell hole."
"But you missed out on customers." Kyoya. Smug as always.
"But I had time to think."
Yet, I miss them. Terribly. Enough to have a heartache at times. But someone is there for me. Scott, Ryan, Jacuzzi, Evelyn, Kyoya, Tamaki, someone.
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Finding the host Club
FanficSaiyo has always been mistooken for a boy. She has always been lonely. Not to mention bloody scary and her temper is way out there. But behind the cussing and dirty looks she is nice and kind...i think?