I want you (completed)

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after Jax and I got lunch he dropped me off at home and we set up a little date. he told me that he'd take some time off from the garage and have the guys call if they needed him.

I honestly felt like a schoolgirl having just been asked for the first time.

after kissing him bye and telling him to be safe I went to our room where I started thinking of all the outfits that I could possibly wear.

once I had my outfit picked out shoes I went to shower then I headed into the living room where I crashed out for what I thought to be a while but apparently was longer cause when I woke Jax walked in with some Chinese 

I greeted him with a kiss before wiping the sleep from my eyes as I followed him to the kitchen table.

"smells good" I told him

"its your favorite" he says

I pecked his lips before I grabbed him a beer and then myself aside and sat across from him.

we sat there eating in comfortable silence for a bit till he gave me some clues as to what our date would consist of.

Our little date was very adorable. we had gone to the diner for lunch then we headed to the lake where he and I would generally go when we wanted to just be alone when we were younger.

After he left the lake we went to our secret spot which was a cave.

there he and I talked about so many things from how our lives had changed and how things between us are gonna be different but in a parenthood-type of way.

When we ended our date we were home cuddled on the couch making out like we were teenagers that were wanting to reach a home run. we were filling each other up playing with each other's bodies and driving one another crazy.

when we didn't go future I felt that he thought I wasn't ready so when we went to be and cuddled I thought of different ways to make up for all the last times and to show him that I am ready to go back to making love, fucking, or just being sexual with him.