I want you (completed)

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I had shown him in multipule ways that it was ok to make love to me and pleasure me as we'd done before I became pregnant.

 I spent a whole day with him making love showing him that I'm fully healed and nothing gonna fuck up.

Now here we are in the hospital since Nathaniel got to the proper weight and other requirements he needed to in order to get out of the toaster.

when I saw Jax holding our son I was smitten. he had made me fall lin love with I'm with the way he was so careful and so loving towards our baby.

when he told Nathaniel he didn't know how he'd break it to him that he was his old man I smiled before I walked p and carefully brushed my knuckle along Natheiels arm.

"you're gonna be the best old man he'd ever want to have. you've got so much knowledge and things you can teach him." I tell Jax as I squatted down so I was level with Jax and Nathaniel.

"Thank you for everything. for giving our son a part of my name. for not giving up on him when I all but wanted to. for scaring me into thinking I'd lose you when I wanted to abandon him. Thank you for so much" he says

"Welcome," I say before I carefully lean up to kiss Jax till Nathaniel made noises making Jax and I laugh as we pulled away.

"we aren't ignoring you, baby boy. we are just kissing" I tell him before I take his hand and kiss his little fingers.

"you're our world and we'll protect you with our lives" Jax tell him

"you'll never want for anything in this world. you'll be spoiled to the point it may drive you bonkers" I say

"I can already see it now, how much shit moms gonna have or buy him. hell if I was to bet she's planning a welcome home party for Nathaniel" Jax says 

"Oh, she is. she's told me that she was planning it" I tell him

He laughed before he carefully handed Natheiel over to me and got up.

 I stood up being very careful not to harm or drop Nathaniel.

When I laid Nathaniel on my chest he cooed before he laid his little hand on my chest.

"beautiful" Jax says

I looked over at Jax and smiled as slowly started rubbing Nathaniel's back while I rocked back and forth.