Last year (boy x boy)

chapter 9

~T H O M A S~

The dare that Andrew told me to do was actually not that bad as I thought  but  he still had to whisper it to me so Danny and Chrissy didn't know what was going on. "I dare you to do something to Danny that will make him blush like crazy." Andrew said once he said Danny I was just looking at him, I mean I think I like him, maybe, I don't know anymore, but once I knew what I wanted to do and I knew it was going to make him red, so I sat by him picked him up, he was lighter then I though, I haven't picked him up since the beginning of school, he was fine with sitting on my lap which kinda surprised me, then my face was in his neck ready to do anything.

I didn't do anything just yet because it was to early and me and him were good friends, almost great friends, I really don't want to ruin anything I didn't want to, the only thing I could've think of was licking him and I did so, his body was warming up once I started licking his I chuckled after I heard Andrew start clapping and Chrissy was laughing landing on Andrew's lap I lifted my face up and put it behind Danny's head, "We can continue later."  I whispered to him and his body got hotter and he moved his arms to cover his face, I held him tighter so he wouldn't move, "Why did you do that." I heard Danny whisper, "I lick what's mine." I whispered with my voice deeper then normal, which I think I should make my voice deeper when whispering to Danny cause I love his reaction when I do it.

"You idiot...you have a girlfriend." Dany whispered again, he is so bad at whispering, it's cute, I chuckled going to his neck again, "And?" I said in my normal voice, cause I really don't give two fucks about Zoey, which I need to breakup with her soon before highschool is over cause I can't live with her after this shithole of life, I would rather spend my last years with me being homeless then be with her, Danny shook his head and he was blushing but wanted to hide it, which was not working.

"Your so cute." I said out loud which I didn't mean to I hide my face in his neck so no one could see me, and Andrew tried to get me to lookup but I didn't move and plus Danny liked it his body was warming up again and I was holding his waist which made it so much better, once I calmed down cause I felt my face going red so I had to calm down, I looked up and Chrissy was in my face, "Wow, so you are alive?" She said backing up to Andrew and they started cuddling, I flicked her off and she stuck her tunge out, they started a new conversation and stopped playing truth or dare which was amazing to me cause I really didn't want ot play anymore, it was boring, but Danny wasn't moving, he was breathing, but he was just not moving, I let go of his waist cause I thought he was uncomfortable so he could move but he didn't, he grabbed my arms and put them back to where they were, I smiled and started to play with his shirt, I think I started tickling him cause he started to hold in his breath I stopped so he could breathe but he didn't, I started getting mad but I held it in.

"Why aren't you breathing?" I asked then he looked at me, and I started getting really mad when he started breathing again and looked away, he didn't even answer the question, I sighed, then I picked him up so he could get off of me so I could get up, Andrew and Chrissy was looking at me confused, I just rolled my eyes and picked up Danny, "HEY PUT ME DOWN!" He screamed but I didn't care, he started moving around trying to get down, "We'll be back soon!" I said Andrew just nodded his head and turned to Chrissy who was fine with it, "Thomas put me down!" Danny said before we left the room but I ignored him and we where in the bathroom, the safest room in a house, I put him on the floor and locked the door, I turned to see anger on his face, why does it look good, I sighed and sat with my body on the door, "Answer my question." Danny looked at me surprised and looked away, "I was just spaced out that's it." Danny said looking away from me, I looked down and sighed again so I didn't let my anger go off on him, I got up and walked towards Danny and Il bend down so I could see his eyes.

"What?" Danny said in a low voice, almost sounded like he was just going to cry, I started to play with his hair, Danny was surprised of the action but calmed down, I smiled while he relaxed, i never got an answer but it was good seeing him not stressed, things have been going on that he hasn't told me about but when ever he is ready I'll be waiting just like I always have.

~D A N N Y~

Sometimes life is just the way you want it like, for example Chrissy smd her life is great, just the way she wants it, and I get mad about it, not at Chrissy but at myself cause I have tried to get that family but they got sick, and I have to go to my dad's funeral soon, I haven't told Chrissy yet but I will have to skip school and I'm not ready for this my dad was all I has and now he's gone. Now I have nothing to keep going for but my dad always said, "Its not the life you live for, its the people that are with you along the way. So keep going my son, one day you will realize it." I will never forget those words, he said them everyday, everytime I visited him,  before I left. I need to tell Thomas, but why him, why can it be Chrissy the person that I really need to tell, great now I have to call him cause he left the house already, damnit Danny.

"Hello?"

Great he did answer, "Hey its me."

"Well hey Danny do you need anything?"

Why is he so nice to me, "No I just need to tell you sonething."

"..."

Why is he quiet, "Ummm what's wrong"

"I'm coming over."

"WHAT NO!" Why does he want to come back he just left.

"I'll be there in 5."

I sighed, "Fine."