It's the day after I spoke to Natty about the whole Demi and Brie situation and I've decided to talk to Demi about it all, not that it's important but this is what I'm wearing:
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"Remember you got this" Natty told me and I nodded "Alright, I'm gonna go find her" I said and Natty nodded, she patted me on the back and I left to go find Demi.
I found her in catering, she's sitting with Damien and Finn, Damien noticed me walking in and Rhea turned to face me, she looked upset, "Can I talk to you?" I asked her "Right now?" She asked and I nodded "Ill be back" Rhea told the boys, she stood up and followed me, I brought her to some equipment boxes and I sat down then she sat next to me "What's up?" She asked "Look, Demi, I love you, with my whole heart and you know that don't you?" I asked and she nodded "And I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but I walked into this relationship knowing you don't want to have kids, or to get married, and I convinced myself that I was okay with that, but I'm not, and I made that sacrifice walking into this relationship knowing you didn't want kids or to get married, but I want those things, I've wanted those things since I was five maybe six, and for me to sacrifice the things that I want, it's not fair if you don't sacrifice anything that you're afraid to do, and I'm not forcing you to do anything that your scared of, but just know, that I was scared to give up the stuff that I wanted, just to be with you, so, I think we need space for right now, so you can think about all of this" I said as tears rolled down my face, Demi's eyes were filled with tears, "Y-yeah, I mean, I don't want to take a break, but I think I need time to think, because you have sacrificed everything that you wanted growing up" Rhea replied as a tear rolled down her face, I rested my hand on her knee "I'll give you time" I said and I walked away from her, I seen Brie talking with someone, I walked over to her, she looked at me, she opened her arms and I walked into them and she hugged me, she didn't talk to me, she didn't ask what had happened, she just let me cry into her shoulder and she rubbed my back, I calmed down after a few minutes of balling my eyes out, "Do you want to talk about it?" She asked and I nodded "I'm sorry for being rude to you, I should have listened, I just told Demi that we need some space, until she can come to a conclusion if she's willing to sacrifice getting married or having babies, I would happy with either, but if she doesn't want any of them, then I'll have to find someone who's willing to sacrifice something for me for a change, I can't be the one who sacrifices everything for one person that probably won't marry me" I ranted as Brie wiped my tears away.
I'm staying with Brie and Daniel, because I don't want to go home and face Rhea, not yet, not until she makes up her mind, Brie and Daniel have been very supportive of me, they told me I done the right thing and all that.
"Hey Brie?" I called out as soon as I walked into her house "In the kitchen" she replied and I walked into the kitchen and seen her sitting at the island on her phone "Do you wanna go to the performance center?" I asked her "Yeah sure, let me go get changed then we can go" she said and I nodded.
We're at the performance center, we're working on our finisher's, "So I'm thinking I can do a different finisher, so I can put you on my shoulders, but just as I'm about to drop you, I'll like, push you up and kick you in the face, (like Cm punk's move the GTS, btw cm punk doesn't exist in this book)
Once we perfected the move Brie went to go get our water bottles. "Hey, Nicole, I think we should get out of here" Brie said as she rolled into the ring and gave me my bottle "Why? We still have stuff to work on" I asked and she kept looking behind me "Brie what are you looking at?" I asked, I went to turn around but she grabbed my shoulders and turned be back to face her "Brie what is wrong with you?" I asked confused "Don't look now but Demi is here, and she's looking at us" Brie told me "She is?" I asked and Brie nodded "I bet she looks hot" I commented and Brie chuckled "I mean, I'm straight so I would have a different opinion" she joked which made me laugh "Can I turn around now? I want to see her" I asked, Brie looked behind me and nodded, I turned around subtly looking at her, "She does look hot" I said and Brie patted me on the back, "Alright, I guess we will have to go before I cave in" I said, we both rolled out of the ring and walked over to grab our stuff.
"Nicole?" I heard Demi call for me as soon as I was about to walk out the door, I turned around to face her "Can we talk?" She asked, Brie looked at me, "I'll be out in a minute" I told her, she nodded and walked out, I then walked over to Demi, "I have been thinking, about what you said, and you're right, you can't be the one to sacrifice everything to be with me, and these past few days, I realized that I couldn't live without you, and I need you in my life, and if I can't have you then I'll go crazy, so, I made up my mind, and, I will give you what you want, because you're not my ex, who put me through a lot, but you haven't and I guess that just scared me, then I realized you wouldn't ever do that to me, so I will marry you, and I will give you babies, not literally but we can adopt, or do that sperm and egg thing" Rhea said and I laughed "Thank you" I said and she nodded with a smile and we kissed.
