GENESIS OF A SUGAR DADDY

XI/THE STARTING OF WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

This is your chapter, the chapter of your life. I recommend you to take a few time and think about yourself, your goals and what you really want to achieve in your life.
This page is yours, write your story and always remember that God is still alive and what you are going through now had been planned before you even exist, your mission is  to find the message behind.
By the way, I would like to ask a simple question whatever you are a man or a woman, after read this story, who do you want to be in this life?
Do you want to be like the SUGAR DADDY which not necessarily means you will act like him I mean only have his lifestyle and enjoy what this life can provide you at its  best.
Or be like Julian, dreaming of an average life with the woman of his dreams  then have some children and by the way making his parents proud of him because he has finally accomplished what they wanted him to be in life so he has accomplished their dreams by cutting down his own dreams.
You can also choose to be like Jessica, dreaming of big things but without doing any effort she takes some shortage, but the fact is when you dream of big things you should discipline yourself and make more efforts than the average people. Indeed, the only one you are fighting with is yourself and not someone else.
What about Gerard, Eva and Martin? Would you want to be like them in your life? Do you really think they wished to be like this?
Of course no, they had dreamed of big things in the past but the problem is about what was the priority in their life, between go to a party with some friends or focus on their future you might guess it they chose the party or they chose to be the victim of their problem.

Well, It's always good to criticize the life of people but what about me the author of this story?
I am still on my way and for this new year I didn't take any resolutions I only chose to discipline myself and to do things that can improve myself and make less complaints about life because I noticed that behind all bad situations there is an hidden solution. And I don't wish anymore to be a better person but I work on it and every single day my desire grows as I do what I did I would.

My new catch phrase is I'm better today than I was yesterday and less than what I will be tomorrow. It means I will never reach perfection and it is a fact perfection doesn't exist.