Pledge of allegiance

11. Too good to be true pt.3

-At home
-6:20 p.m.

Aliiysa's POV

As soon as I locked the door, the tears started poring. Ik I look like a pussy for crying over a girl that I just met, and I can accept that. The feeling that I have towards this girl is unbearable. The fact that she was correct about us not being together hurt my feelings too.

Right now all I feel is anger, I blame myself for not listening to her when she said she said the vibes were off. I blame myself for whatever went down in the bathroom with her and Jewl. I blame myself for her anger because I knew I should've told her about me and Jewl from the start.

I wiped my eyes, picked up my phone and called Jewl.

Jewl: "Hel-

Me: "What..the fuck..did you do?" I semi yelled, cutting her off.

Jewl: "well damn, no hello?"

Me: "stop playing wimme dude, what did you say to Skie?"

Jewl: "what? I only told her the truth."

Me: "What the fuck did you say bro." I yelled

Jewl: "I told her she getting in the way of us being together and clearly she was since she got you calling me."

Me: "Bro what the fuck is you talm bout getting in between us? There is no us."

Jewl: "yes there is. you said you loved me. You're just tryna mask out you're feelings towards me with ya new side chick or whateva."

Jewl: "Did you fuck her?"

Me: "look Jewl, I did love you but that was before you cheated on me and broke my heart into a million fucking pieces. Then on top of that you had the nerve to lie and say I left you. Now she thinking I've been lying to her the whole time."

Me: "Whatever me and Skie got going on, ain't got shit to do with you. Your not my bitch And never will be."

Jewl: "What I did was wrong and I apologize for that. You are mine and will always be. I love you and you love me"

Me: "I don't want shit to do with you bro. We dated in 10th grade, it's been more than a year. Why can't you just leave me alone bro?

Jewl: "Because I'm obsessed with you bro." She cried

Me: "*sigh* imma tell yo delusional ass one last and final time...stay THE FUCK away from Skie and stay THE FUCK away from me."

Jewl: "Why are you doing this to me. I love you and you know that. I'm irreplaceable. How the fuck you gon leave me for some dyke, you are sad." She laughed.

Me: "Look bro, get this shit thru to thick ass skull...I don't want you. I don't love you. I don't give a fuck about you and I said what the fuck I said. Stay away from us."

Jewl: "Or what? What you gon do?....your weak, your a pathetic piece of shit. She will never love you as much as I do, and imma make sure of it." She said before hanging up.

Ik y'all prolly confused as to why I still hang with her. And lemme make this clear, Im only around her because the rest of the group doesn't know that we dated. We promised to keep it a secret till the day we die and I keep my promises. To be honest I don't like be around her at all but when we were little we all made a pack to stay together no matter what. So as you can see...I'm inna tight situation. I can't jus leave the group because we've been friends since elementary and I love em. So to keep the peace I find it easier to still socialize and try my best to ignore Jewl.

I can't help but feel that Jewl will try to get in between me and Skie, but I'm not gonna allow it. All I gotta do is try to get her to listen to me, tell her everything and hope that she'll still give me a chance. Because weather y'all believe me or not...I love this girl. I wanna be with her and her only...and imma prove it.

Skie's POV

I spent the rest of the day laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling. Every now and then I would feel a new tear fall, no energy to wipe it so I let it dry.

I wouldn't say I'm depressed..I'm just thinking... in really deep thought. Thinking about her. Thinking about how she made me feel. Thinking about how happy and safe she made me feel. Thinking about how she treated me...how she would look at me. Thinking how the word 'baby' sounded so pure and sweet coming from her lips. Thinking about all the conversations we've had and laughs we shared. Flashbacks to our intimate moments. Thinking about how I told her about my mom....thinking about everything.

I just met this girl and I already feel like I can't live without her. The moment I'm alone all those happy and joyful memories are replaced with bitterness, emptiness. The interminable feeling of vain when I'm not around her.

I wanted to call her and apologize for how I reacted and not hearing her out. But I was scared that maybe she didn't wanna talk to me. Is not sitting right wimme that I hurt her when all she tried to do was tell me wassup. However there's this deep fear that her and jewl are actually together or been fucking with eachother. I'm not sure how everything would turn out between me and Aliiysa if that were true.

I love her...but am I'm risking getting my heart broken? Part of me wants to run towards her in full speed but another part think it's better to stay put.

I stayed in one spot for the whole night and ended up going to asleep around 3 am.

..Lord knows i miss her but I'm not ready to face her at school tomorrow.
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What to y'all think is gonna happen between Aliiysa and Skie?

How y'all feel about Jewl?

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Stay gay😉!

-Larry