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Forgiveness

I'm trying, I’m thinking about it every day, I want to be a clean person
I want to have great life,
I want to love my self,
I'd like to get everything I Want,
I want to be loved,
I want to be a leader,
I want to have a great relations ship with with god with people with everyone

But how Can i do it, is it that easy?,
you know telling u this is so easy
I can say it hundred Time till i believe it but what then nothing, just back to the same dark place ,

I’m not clean at all ,i know i made a lot of mistakes
I know i have hurt a lot of people.
Im trying to forgive myself every single day
i Want to let it go every single day believe me is not that easy
My mind told me it’s normal, My Heart Always kept me in the same damn place

I don’t know how to move forward
I don’t know How to make difference
The Key is simple you have to Ask people forgiveness
People who you have hurt,
people who you cheated on
People who you betrayed
I know it's so hard to do it but believe me ,there is no better way
Ask god for forgiveness because u did a lot of mistakes and then go
for all those people
You will feel released, happy and proud
That's how u can make clean life,
Clean life means peace, means no problems
Its just god then you and your family your lovely people
If you don’t have Friends be close to your family
If you don’t have family be close to god because god is enough
He will guide you , show you your path
And trust me he knows the unknown and he make it great for you
So please please Ask for god forgiveness there's no better
You will feel healed u will feel peaceful
You might Say I’m just telling stupid stuff
But you will understand this
I’m not saying or asking you to be a strict religious man ,
I’m asking you to return to god
Because he's the only one that can make everything great for u
Forgiveness is the first step do it know before it’s too late