- Introducion -

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Authors note: This part is short but i think this will clarify Vada's relationships with his family and her life before, so i hope this is helpful!

Authors note: This part is short but i think this will clarify Vada's relationships with his family and her life before, so i hope this is helpful!

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Vadas outfit⬆️

I'm walking on the streets in Birmingham, I have to go buy some dinner for myself.

I'm 17, the only "normal" person in my family. I suck at school and i just don't go there on times i don't feel like it.

I'm half Spanish, my mom is Spanish, but she died when i was young. My dad, Isaac is 55, and he is not a great father. Definitely not.

He was very upset when mom died, he almost committed suicide. But no. He is way too overprotective, and very strict. Probably for my safety or something.

And i'm his least favorite child. My big brother, Oliver is two years older than me, 19. He's fully English, our moms are different. He's a nerd and ugly boy. He is also very protective, and he's dad's favorite child since he is so good at school.

I also have a little sister, Sophia, who is 14, three years younger than me. She's annoying as hell. She is one of those fake blonde pick me's at school. The one who wears only pink and wears heels to school.

She is at her friends', my dad is somewhere on a tinder date with the 1000th woman, and Oliver is at some school contest.

I just moved here, and i have read that it's not the safest place to live. It's 10pm, when mom was alive i would go to sleep at this time.

Now times are different. I can't remember the last time i came home and my dad wasn't drunk. I can't remember last time we would've eaten in the same table as a big happy family.

Now i even have to buy food for myself. It's usually the cheap noodles. I don't have money, i don't have a place to study. My life is and will be so screwed up because of my family.

My sister almost lives with her friends and boyfriend. Like damn when i was 14 like she is now i was so different. I barely had friends, and i had depression. Maybes because my life situation is shitty.

I deserved a better childhood. I can't imagine going home after a long school day and seeing your family cooking you dinner and you all eating together.

Or even movie night's together. I would do anything to change my life. I'm still a bit depressed, but i have got over it pretty well.

Birmingham is the 6th city i have lived in, and the shitty apartment i live in is my 15th home. It sucks.

Before this I lived in London, what was amazing. Wish i could go back but it was too expensive for us. Before that I lived in Oxford, then Manchester, then Liverpool, and I was born in Southampton.

Birmingham is my least favorite city of these. I don't remember much of Southampton and Liverpool, i was so young but i know they were better.

My dream is to travel to a foreign country. I have been to Spain once when i was 2, but after my mom died i haven't traveled to any country. I miss her. I need her.

Oh, and I haven't told much about my brother. He is one of those nerds who study all the time and don't get any bitches. He definitely didn't win the genetic lottery. Neither did my sister tho, but she uses makeup to hide it.

So yeah. This is about the basic things about my stupid life.

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