Dear Rayan, (Ray Ray ❤️)

Stress Relievers

image of Gia above
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I pulled up to the dance studio and snatched my keys out, getting out of the car and walking to the door. I unlocked the doors and ran into my office, dropping my purse and keys in the drawer and changing my clothes into my sports bra and shorts. I grabbed the gym shoes I left here and ran into the dance room, ready to dance away that awkward moment with Ray. I turned on Jump by Rihanna and plugged my phone into the speaker. I slid my gym shoes on and started freestyling to the song. I swear I hate that one year of my life, and I hope one day I'll forget it, but so far.. I can't stop thinking about it. Like the way everyone was laughing at me and recording me and the way the poems I thoughtfully wrote fell all over me. I wanted to try to hurry and pick them up.. But I only managed to catch one.. The first one I ever wrote to him as a matter of fact.. There will always be this part of me that will hate him for that moment.. Him and that bitch.
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I walked in the house after she dropped me off and sat on my couch.. I wonder why she was so ready to leave this morning.. I thought she enjoyed last night as much as I did. But maybe not.. I love her and she's too blind by Rays braids to see it.. I need her, and I will have her.. One way or another.

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I ran outside with my keys and ran toward my car, and on my way over to it I saw Amaya, walking in the building with bloodshot red eyes.. Whatever, I don't even care right now.

"Bae where you g--"

"Not right now Amaya." I said rushing and getting in the car and speeding out of the parking lot.

10 minutes later

I pulled up to the dance studio and saw the new car she showed me. I jogged up and tried to open the door, luckily she left the door unlocked, I ran inside and sat my keys and jacket in the office where she took me to last time . Then I slowly walked up to the doorway and watched her dance. She was dancing to Teyana Taylor "Maybe". She was grinding, and sliding, and ticking, and break dancing all at the same time. She even started krumping , and that made me hype. Then "Better Have My Money" by Rihanna came on and she killed that dance even harder. I sat in the doorway slowly so she wouldn't see me. I watched her do this twerking part and I admire how her ass jiggled like that.. Amaya can't even do that. Then when that song went off she just walked to the back and slid down the wall, sitting down and putting her head on her knees.

At this point I was right across from her so I decided to speak. But as soon as I opened my mouth she started singing.

Aha! Hmmm! Hmm
I, I, I, I've been through some things,
Please don't hold that against me,
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Even though I, I, I still can feel a sting,
No need to second guess me,
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you

She can sing ?!

See I, I, I, I, I don't mind you
Putting up a little bit of fight, it's alright,
But why run from what's gonna hold you tight
Through any complications, baby, maybe we can start tonight!

Hey! I saw the dirty look you gave me
Don't care what your ex do,
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you!
Ain't no one gonna love you, like I'm gonna love you!
And if you dare, don't dare,
Send me straight to voice mail,
Baby I'm just gonna text you,
Hope it ain't no issue, I just gotta let you
Know no one to love you like I'm gonna love you!

See I, I, I, I, I don't mind you
Putting up a little bit of fight, it's alright,
But why run from what's gonna hold you tight
Through any complications, baby, maybe we can start tonight!

Oh, oh, oh!
I put that on everything!
Ain't no one gonna love you!
Ain't no one gonna hold you!
Show you what I could show you!
Somebody better told you!
Oh, oh, oh!
Baby, your name's spelled out in every heartbeat!
Ain't no one gonna love you!
Ain't no one gonna hold you!
Show you what I could show you!

But if you should go down that same road,
You've been before,
You're in reverse, your pain rehearsed,just brace yourself for the blow
But don't you know that you could just let it go?
Don't you know

I, I, I, I've been through some things,
Please don't hold that against me,
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Don't you know I, I, I, I, I'm making you this promise,
Clutchin' on a rosary
Ain't no one gonna love you, like I'm gonna love you!
Ain't no one gonna love you, like I'm gonna love you!
Oh, oh, oh, oh!

I put that on everything
Aint no one gonna love you
Aint no one gonna hold you
Show you what I could show you!
Somebody better tell you!
Oh, Oh, Oh!

I watched her eyes scrunch up as she sang and I watched her hands beat her heart, as if it was hurting , I knew that this song was about me.. And I knew it was hurting her to even sing about me, let alone live with me AND my girlfriend because she has no where else to go..

I, I, I, I've been through some things,
Please don't hold that against me,
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Can't nobody love you like I'm gonna love you
Don't you know I, I, I, I, I'm making you this promise,
Clutchin' on a rosary
Ain't no one gonna love you, like I'm gonna love you!
Ain't no one gonna love you, like I'm gonna love you!
Oh, oh, oh, oh!

She slowly stopped and breathed out really slow, she can sing her ass off. Damn she is so talented.. And so sexy. I stood up and walked in the room.

"Ray?! What the fuck yo?"

I picked her up by her wrists so she was directly in front of me. "Shut yo sexy ass up girl." I said kissing her, with even more passion then earlier. Our chest were so close I could feel her heart beat, and it went at the same pace as mine.. She was meant to be mine..

"Oh damn, so you ain't miss me huh hoe?!"

We turned around and there stood Gia.. With a gun in her right hand.

"Shit." Said Charlotte.

TBC

~~~ sorry yall, school been killing a nigga, promise imma update more often 😘❤️