Dear Rayan, (Ray Ray ❤️)

Spending the Night

I rubbed my eyes and arched my back in order to stretch, but when I arched my back I felt arms wrap around me tight. I slid back into the position I woke up in and looked to my left, where Craig was laying with his eyes wide open and his beautiful teeth shining in my face. Everything was kinda blurry, so I thought I was just dreaming, but I turned and grabbed the solution cups with my contacts in them and got up. I ran over to my purse that was laying on the floor and snatched my glasses out. I threw the contact cups in there, slammed my glasses on, and looked back, seeing Craig laying there under the covers smiling at me. "Oh my fucking God.." I looked down at myself and saw my boobs and my vagin....... "I'm naked!" I yelled looking around the floor for my dress from lastnight holding my boobs . I saw my panties on the floor and my bra was hanging from his lamp. "Yeah you are captain obvious." He said laughing. I snatched both of them and slid them on, then I snatched my dress and slid it on. "Did we..?" I said scratching my hair. "Yes we did actually.. And I loved it." He said getting up and sliding his boxers on. I just slid the stilettos on and stayed silent. "You know, I had some panties and bras in that drawer over there. You could've took a shower and got some fresh clothes." He said. I looked back at him and laughed. "You are not about to pamper me like you do your other whores that sleep with you, imma big girl I have a shower at home." I said grabbing my purse. "Says the girl who needs a ride home." He said walking over to the nightstand and grabbing his keys.

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I walked into the apartment, and tried to tiptoe to my room. "Aww, babe, the bitch did come back." I turned around and saw Amaya drinking a glass of wine at their table, smiling at me. "Drinking this early bitch." I said smirking. "Dealin witcho ass, I'm on my second one hoe." she said nodding her head and sipping again. When Ray came jogging into the dining room, I started looking down because I was so ashamed of the fact that I looked like a cheap stripper with a horrible hair job. "Where the hell have you been Charlotte?" he said walking closer to me, anger fuming from his body language. "Well, I was a--" "She just got home from screwing some broke bum, its all in the way she walks and how she won't look you in the eye." Amaya said walking up behind me. I took a deep breath and walked past Ray into my room, closing my door softly and walking to my bathroom, turning on the shower, snatching my heels off, and stripping from my clothes. I plugged my phone into the beats pill on the counter and played Bruno Mars and K. Michelle over and over. I got into the shower, standing under the hot water, letting it steam off all the sweat from last night. I totally regret last night, I don't look at Craig that way at all, literally. I shook off my thoughts and started washing myself to "Judge Me" by K. Michelle.

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"Ray did you see her, looking a damn fool, what if our neighbors see her or something?!" Amaya said putting her heels on.

"We live in an apartment Amaya, I don't think they're looking out of their windows at her or something." I said rolling my eyes. I walked over to the closet and started looking through it for my Biggie Smalls shirt. "Ray, this bitch has to go.. She got one more month to lounge around my damn house. After that, I'll kick her out myself.."

"This my mothafuckin house." I whispered to myself. "Imma boutta go to the mall with Brittney and Kiyana bae, I'll be back." She said walking out the door, blowing me a kiss. I rolled my eyes again and kneeled down to find some shoes. She has always hated Charlotte because I liked her in high school. When I made Amaya my girlfriend in 11th grade, I only did it to make Charlotte jealous. When Amaya found out, she told me if I ever left her for Charlotte, she would kill her, and she meant it. Then when she found out that Charlotte was writing those letters, she vowed that she would expose my secret to everyone and she would kill Charlotte in front of me if I didn't make it clear to everyone that I didn't feel the same way.

Ever since then, I've hated this relationship.

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I got out the shower and put on some blue capris, a white fitted t-shirt and some white pumpkin seed shoes. I wore my glasses and threw my hair up in a messy ponytail.

After I got dressed Craig called me.

"Hello ?"

"Hey beautiful."

"What Craig?"

"I bought you something witcho fine ass."

"What?"

"Look out the balcony window."

I put the phone down on my bed and walked to the balcony and slid the door open to see a brand new 2015 Ford Fusion sitting in front of the apartments. I started laughing really loud and ran back into the room.

"I'm coming down right now Crippen." I yelled before squealing and hanging up getting ready to run out the door. I grabbed my purse and my Monte Carlo keys and ran out of my room , hanging the keys on the hooks by the door, and yelling to Ray "I'll be back!". I took the elevator down and saw Craig smiling at me really hard.

"Craig I cannot believe you did this for me?!"

"Well you are my bestfriend.. I had to do something for you, especially after lastnight." He said winking at me.

I rolled my eyes and ignored him. "Thanks so much." I said kissing his cheek and grabbing the keys from the hood. I ran around to the drivers side and he hopped in. I drove him home, completely thanking him over and over again. Once I dropped him off, I started blasting the radio and laughing, recording myself on snapchat so everyone could see how happy I was! When I got back I parked my new car next to the Monte Carlo and ran back inside to tell Ray.

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"No... NO AMAYA DAMN!" I yelled before hanging up and walking toward my bed in my underwear. I was getting ready to grab my shirt before...

BOOM?!

"RAYAN MOTHERFUCKING SMITH?!" I heard Charlotte yell running toward my room.

"Wassup girl?!" I yelled before she hopped on me, making us fall on the floor with her on top of me.

"I just got a new car!!!" She giggled jiggling her keys in my face.

"Who boug--"

"OH MY FUCKING GOD, Ray it's so nice and shiny and white and beautiful and sparkly and just Jesus ?!" She kept ranting on and on about the car while bouncing on my lap like a little girl, turning me on.. A lot.

"Girl stop." I said trying to hold her hips, but even looking at her titties jiggle in that shirt made my hands shake.

She stopped bouncing and cleared her throat and got up. "I am so sorry Ray I'm just really hype." She said giggling and snorting like she did in high school. That was always so sexy to me. She covered her nose after she snorted and blushed. I swear I still got them feelings for her. Once she was getting ready to walk away I couldn't help myself anymore. I grabbed her and spun her back to me, kissing her, for the very first time. the moment our lips touched I felt my stomach drop like a little ass boy and I felt my lips turn into a smile, just like hers. I eventually pulled her back to the bed and she was laying under my while I was in-between her legs. Then she stopped me and looked me in the eyes.

"What is Amaya going to say Rayan?"

"I don't care, because this is what I've been waiting for ever since high school. Like them letters and shit you sent me, they got to my heart, I just had to hide it." I said kissing on her neck.

She popped up super quick and looked at me with a very scared look. "Don't ever speak of anything about high school again." She said getting from under me, grabbing her purse and leaving again. This time, she grabbed a sports bra and shorts, so I knew where she was going.

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I grabbed the blunt and took a sweet little inhale before handing it to Chres, my baby.. Other than Ray of course. Then I look out of the window and see... that bitch Charlotte, stomping off to some sexy ass new car.

"That hoe."

"Whatchu say baby." Chres said giggling.

"Nothing my love." I said giggling and blowing the smoke in his mouth, laughing and coughing, then kissing him afterward. I love my life, but she's going to hate hers when I'm through with her.