Dear Rayan, (Ray Ray ❤️)

Alrighty Then..

My mans Craig was staring really hard.. I just coughed so he would shift his attention. When Charlotte came back she had a pitcher of Grape Kool Aid and some hot popcorn. My favorite combination! I love Char mann!

"Oh wow thats his favorite Charlotte, how did you know?" Amaya asked sarcastically.

"Well, I do know him pretty well.." She said smiling that smile that made me wanna kiss all over her face, and everywhere else. 😉

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I was staring at how beautiful Charlotte is, and I began to ask myself, why does she keep trying with Ray Rat when I'm already here for her, with open arms?! I sat up and reached for the popcorn bowl, grabbing four pieces out and laying back down. I was genuinely confused because that nigga ain't got shit I don't got?! Jessie touched my shoulder and made me turn to look at her. "Hi Craig.. Um can we talk?"

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I am finally gonna say how I feel about Craig! I have been in love with Craig ever since Charlotte introduced me to him in middle school. I don't know why he's steady chasing after Charlotte, he needs someone like me. I lightly tapped his shoulder and said "Hi Craig.. Um can we talk?" He nodded and got up walking towards Olivia's room. I got up and told Charlotte we would be right back.

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"Ooooo what they doinnnn!" Amaya said laughing.

I shriveled at the fact that she was too fucking loud, ratchet ass. I went over to my movies and kneeled down, "what yall wanna watch?" I said calmly. "A scary movie, you already know Charlotte." Ray said since his fav is scary movies. I smiled and put in The Purge 2. "Man this shit was ass Charlotte." Amaya said. "I love this movie." I said rolling my eyes. "Yeah this movie is bomb mann." Ray said. I laughed and brought a cover over to the couch after turning all the lights off. I laid it out over us and pressed play on the remote.

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I felt my phone vibrate and looked at it. It was a message from Kalon, my ex boyfriend, we still talk every now and then, but he is really somebody I just fuck when Ray ain't treating me right.

Kay 😍😍😍😍😍 - cum ova baby

I looked at Ray who had seen the message and scoffed. Oops.. His lil ass aint goin nowhere no way. "Baby I gotta get home, my mama trippin!" I said kissing Rays cheek and waving goodbye to Charlotte who wasn't paying me any attention. "How you gettin ho--" I slammed the door, cutting him off and wondering, how am I getting home?

I was gonna just walk because he isn't that far, but when I got in the elevator I went down to the lobby and noticed an inside bike rack with about thirteen bikes on it. Most of them were locked but the one in particular I noticed that wasn't locked was Charlotte's bike. I grabbed it, hopped on, and started riding through the parking lot to the sidewalk.

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We were in a very heated make out session on Livia's bed and I was half naked, exposing my bra and panties that matched. Craig pulled away by sucking my lip. "You really meant what you said Jessie?" He asked genuinely in shock. "Yes I did Craig, I'm in love with you." I said, stunned by what I had just said, with so much confidence.

He started rubbing on my hips while he was up on his knees and I was laying down with my legs wrapped around his waist. He started rubbing my inner thighs getting closer and closer. "But wait.. I'm sorry.. I mean I feel the same way.. Just uh.. About Charlotte.."

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Me and Ray were laughing at this Mexican man who had just gotten blown up while he was yelling. Then next thing you know Jessie was storming out of Olivia's room and putting on her house shoes. And Craig slowly followed, sitting on the floor, grabbing his phone and car keys.

"What's wro--" "Ask lil lover boy here what's wrong." Jessie cut me off, stomping over to the elevator so she could go up to her apartment on the twelfth floor. "Craig?" He just looked down and walked out of my apartment, leaving just me and Ray..

"Well this shit was a disaster.." I chuckled. "You still got me baby guhh." He creepily smiled and laughed. I just shook my head and heard a knock on the door. I went over to it and opened it. Olivia was standing there and Mr. Jones was behind her holding her monkey toy. "She said she wanted to sleep in her bed and she missed yah, so here yah go Charlotte." He said smiling and handing me her toy walking back across the hall.

"Sorry Charlotte.." She said looking down. "No baby it's okay . Gone ahead in yo room and chill out okay?" She nodded and snatched the popcorn out of Rays hand while running and giggling. "Imma get you Liv!" He yelled smiling.

I walked back to the couch after closing and locking the door and laid down next to Ray. "You just gone out yo corns and bunions on me like that Char?" He said laughing. I grabbed some popcorn and threw it at him smiling. "You lucky I love you." He said catching one and eating it. "I love you too Ray.." I said laying back down while he rubbed my leg continuing to watch the movie.

If only he knew, I really do love him.. want him... and need him. 😔

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If only she knew, I really do love her.

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Damn Yall, who said that last part?! Lemme know who you think said that!