Over Him - Trans FTM Reader X Kyoya Ootori

VIII

"Y/N you can't skip school just because something embarrassing happened" his mother said crossing his arms.

"But mom you don't understand. How am I supposed to face them after that!" He said retuning her tone. "Plus I'm not feeling that well either. I ended up in the rain and I think I caught a cold." Y/N said hoping he could get his lie past his mom. Before she could say anything, he miraculously sneezed playing into his lie.

She sighed and looked at him. "Fine, but only today, okay?" He looked at him with a a sad smile.

"Okay mom. Thank you" he said offering her a smile of his own.

...

"Hey Haruhi." The twins say in unison getting the girl's attention away from the teacher.
"What did Tamaki mean when he said Y/N was a girl?" Hikaru asks looking at her.
"Yeah is he going crazy or what?" Kauro adds on to Hikaru's statement.

Haruhi thought for a split second about what to say. "No they're a boy. I saw when we were doing our physical exam." Haruhi got the implication that Y/N didn't want others to know.

"Oh well, the king must've been thinking of ****, they're so similar." Karuo states dropping the topic.

"Yeah well not like it would matter to us anyways." Hikaru says to the two of them.

...

"Mori-Kun, do you think Y/N is coming back? They didn't even show their face after what Tama-Chan said so is what he said true?" Honey said in class next to Mori.

"They wouldn't leave." Mori says confidently trying to reassure Honey.

"We'll support them either way, I bet they don't see it like that though.." Honey speaks up once again, fidgeting with his pen.

...

"You know Senpai, I think you need to apologize to Y/N" Haruhi said looking at Tamaki. "I bet they're really upset." Haruhi said glaring at him.

"I don't think I did anything wrong." Tamaki states looking away from Haruhi.

"You really are an idiot Senpai." Haruhi said digging into her food angrily. The only ones who didn't seem concerned were Tamaki and oddly enough, Kyoya.

"You know I think Haruhi is right," Kyoya says looking down at his journal. "They're a member of this host club and honestly without them our funds would suffer quite a bit." Kyoya said looking at Tamaki, his passive aggressiveness was showing.

"It's not my fault they want to hide their birth gender." Tamaki said defensively in the room which only held Tamaki, Kyoya and Haruhi.

"And it's not your business either." Kyoya said rather bluntly.

"Look I know you guys have something going on now but you don't always have to defend them." Tamaki said upset.

"You are mistaken. There is no romantic, or sexual, relationship between the two of us. And don't act like you didn't before you and Y/N broke up." Kyoya said getting more upset but trying to keep his composure. It hurt to see someone talk about his best friend like this, even if it was his other best friend. He wouldn't stand for it. Haruhi says there in silence.

"You and Y/N used to go out?" Haruhi asked dumbfounded.

"Now you've gone and done it Kyoya!" Tamaki looked at him, his eyes trying to pierce him.

"Only for a little while, before Y/N came out." He said nonchalantly looking over at Haruhi. "I must get going." He said as he opened music room #3's door to exit.

...

"Y/N there's someone here for you." His mother said from outside the door.

"Okay Mom, hold on just a second." Y/N said carefully throwing on a shirt and a pair of pants and ditching his pajamas. He walked out of his room as his motioned for him to go outside. He opened the door to see someone he didn't expect.

"Tamaki?" Y/N questioned him as he shut the door to the house behind him.

"I didn't know when you'd be back so I came to see you." He said shyly.

"Okay, why?" Y/N questioned cautiously looking at him.

"I'm sorry for, saying the thing I did." Tamaki said not making eye contact.

"Okay." Y/N shrugged. "Thanks I guess."

"I said I was sorry, shouldn't you forgive me?" Tamaki asks confused.

"You really hurt me Tamaki. Since day 1 you have been nothing but mean, passive-aggressive. so, I'm sorry but it's going to take a little more than just an 'im sorry'." Y/N stated not amused with this conversation.

"I made one mistake," He tried to start but Y/N cut him off.

"No Tamaki it's not just one mistake.." Y/N took a deep breath, not wanting to get emotional.
"I think it's time you leave, Tamaki." Y/N states turning his back to him, heading inside the house.

"Tamaki came to see you? Did you tell him you're sorry?" Y/N's dad pipes up and asks rather rudely.

"Sorry for what?" Y/N looks at him confused.

"That you broke up with him because you want to be a boy?"
Y/N walks over to him and sees some alcohol by his feet. Y/N walks over to collect the empty bottles. He tossed them in the trash and headed back to his room.

He closed his door behind him and looked in the mirror at his body. He wished it was different. If it was maybe he wouldn't be feeling this way. Maybe he wouldn't feel like he doesn't belong. Maybe he-

Ring ring
Ring ring
Ring ring

Y/N walked over and picked up the phone to see Kyoya's contact. He answered it.

"Hello?" Y/N tried to say cheerfully.

"What's wrong?" Kyoya said sternly through the phone.

"Nothing! I promise. Why'd you call?" Y/N said trying to get this phone call over with quickly. There was a bit of silence on the line.
"Erm, Kyoya, hello?" Y/N said into the phone looking at his self in his mirror.

"I was letting you know I'm at your door." Kyoya said hanging up the phone.

'what..' Y/N said opening his bedroom door before hearing a knock at the front door, you rushed to get it before your dad said anything. You opened the door and stepped outside for a moment.

"What are you doing here?" Y/N said looking Kyoya surprised.

"I can come in, can't I?" Kyoya asks Y/N looking at his house.

"If you want but right now might not be the best." Y/N said fidgeting with the cloth on his shirt.
Kyoya stood in silence for a moment before Y/N spoke up again.

"Okay, yeah come it." Y/N said sighing and opening the door, making his way to your room. It was kinda of a mess, but an organized mess, you knew where everything was and that was the important part.
"I'm sorry it's kinda messy." Y/N said embarrassedly.

"It's fine, I've seen worse." Kyoya said sitting on Y/N's bed, Y/N coming over to join him.

"Tell me what's wrong." Kyoya said looking at him.

"Nothing." Y/N said looking away trying to not let the tears from the past few days come out.

"You know." Kyoya said sighing. "I thought you were actually sick. I was worried that because of me, you ended up sick." He said almost laughing.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to worry you.." Y/N said looking at him as Kyoya grabbed his hand reassuringly.

Y/N almost broke down at this action some tears escaping his eyes. "I'm sorry." Y/N said wiping his eyes, stopping the tears.

"Never apologize for showing your feelings, if you need to cry then cry." Kyoya said briefly.

Y/N let his tears loose, all the frustration from Tamaki, all the comments made by his dad, all the thoughts that plagued his mind between him and Kyoya and his thoughts on his body. All of that that had been bottled up was not making its way out. Kyoya just simple wrapped his arms around
Y/N and let him cry.