💙"not my happy ever after"

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Angst 😩, rinny😞 aged up
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I loved Finney, my best friend. I thought it was wrong so I kept it a secret and never told him or anyone except my mother. She understood me than anyone else she had told me. "If you really love this boy then tell him how you feel when it's the right time, you don't want him to slip away from you. But don't rush your luck you tell him when you think your ready".

And that's what I did I waited. Until I thought it was time. I stopped him before he could enter his class. "You need something robin?"he asked me. "Finn I've waited for a long time to tell you this so please listen to me"he looked at me confused but let me talk

"I-i...... Finn I like you I've always had but I never knew how to tell you, but know I do"I said. He smiled at me, "I also like you robin your a great friend and I never want to ruin our friendship" he gave me a hug and entered his class room.

"I...... didn't mean it in a friend way Finn"I said under my breath. I felt stupid, I loved him not liked him. I brushed it off and thought of another plan to tell me again

All through our high school I kept giving his signs that I loved him but he would just take it as a "friend" way. On the last day I was going to tell him but he had news for me that would break me into pieces.

"ROBIN!?"he yelled out, I walked towards him and hugged him "god I can't believe we're finally done with school". I laughed at him cause I was also happy. "Fi-", "robin me and Donna are dating"he said with excitement. My heart dropped and my words disappeared.

Why.......why did he like her more than me....was I too ugly for him? Was I not good enough for him? All these thoughts kept running in my head I didn't notice that Finn had left with her.

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Now that I'm older I understand. I would never have had a chance with him. He was straight and I wasn't. But I put on a smile and say "if he's happy I'm happy". So here I am standing next to him in a black suit waiting for his soon to be wife to arrive.

Shes holding his hand, and I'm just starting at them.

I wish that was me getting my happy ever after like all those Disney princesses.

But they all forget, not all people get to have a happy ending. And if I were to be in a fairytale my ending wouldn't be happy. But hers would.

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