I'm not losing you again 🔪

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I open the door and walk out. I run up to my mom and hug her, everything hurts but I don't say anything I've wanted to be in my mother's arms for so long and now I got the chance to again. Her perfume make me feel safe her hands around my body makes me feel like home. We break the hug and she wipes away the tears that are covered in dirt and blood.

And behind her is my boyfriend Finn, "I thought I lost you"he chokes out. I bring him into a hug and then a kiss. Oh how I missed is lips against mines, his touch on me is soft and it makes me shiver a bit but in a good way. After that day I thought everything would go back to being normal

But my mother didn't want to be here anymore she didn't think it was safe anymore, she didn't want to lose me again. So she bought tickets and now I had to move away from here.

"I'll miss you so much robin"Finn cries out, "I will too Finn but I'll be back I promise" I give him our last kiss then take my mothers hand.
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A year later I came back because my mother said it would be best to have a life there and so that's what we did. When I got there everything seemed so different. I didn't remember anything.

We didn't have much to unpack so I got done with that pretty fast. Then I just went out for a walk. A boy with curly hair started running towards me. "ROBIN!?" he yelled. I pushed him away "uh who are you?" I said. His happy smile dropped. "Robin.......do you not remember me" he asked

I shoke my head no, "sorry I really don't know who you are but you already know my name and I'm new here" I tried giving him a smile but he didn't give me one back like he did earlier. "Eh well I have to get back my mom's probably waiting for me but I'll see you in school, what's your name?". "Finney" he whispered

I nod my head and leave.
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Finney pov
I go back to my house and just lock myself inside. He forgot everything about me,....us. I can't believe it he probably doesn't remember anything about our relationship. He was supposed to be mine, we loved each other. He would let me kiss him and hug him but now he pushes me away.

I lost him.........no I'm not going to lose him again. I'll do everything I can to make sure I don't lose him again, I have to make sure he loves me again. He will remember, I'll do it the easy way or the hard way.

The next day I waited for him so I could walk with him like always. "Hey robin" I said. "Oh hey Finney", I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers together. He looked up at me then looked away. Once we got there everyone was whispering and talking about robin. Obviously robin didn't get why they were doing that

In our first class I sat him next to me, "sooo what are we doing first?" He asked "math I'll help you know you don't really know how to do it", he smiled and class began. From the back of the room I could feel someone staring at him. Ugh it was Abby. I hated her so much she always liked robin and when we started dating she would try to attack me in some way

She was happily looking at him with heart eyes, "Finney who-, oh you like her?", "What no I don't she's not my type". He looked at her and she quickly waved. "she's cute what's her name?" . My blood boiled "her names Abby" I said with a fake smile. Abby sneaked her way to the other chair besides him.

"Hey robin, are you still with Finney Blake" robin looked surprised "huh?". "Yes we are Abby, so you can leave" Abby rolled her eyes and left. "What! We're not dating", I closed his mouth and whispered in his ear. "just shut up robin if anyone asks you if we're dating you say yes, got it!". Robin nodded and looked back at the teacher

Im not going to lose him again.
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No one's pov
And then it started, Finney began becoming in control of robin. Robin got really tired of it he didn't want Finn to make him feel like some baby. It's like he wasn't allowed to breathe without Finney being there. But then it got weird, anyone that got near robin or even talked to him would go missing.

A lot of people where Missing and the teachers started to investigate it. They did day to day searches like a drug search. Finney didn't care he kept controlling robin and filling up his personal space.
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Robin Pov
Once again after the search Finn was all over me, I seriously needed him to leave me alone for a bit. What surprised me was that he gave me a quick kiss and left, I wasn't sure if I was supposed to be happy or not but I just dicided to b le grateful he wasn't all over me.

I went into the hallways and there weren't so many people but this boy came up to me, 'hey robin" he said. I waved and he dragged me into the bathroom. "Something wrong?", "Uhh, well, umm, i-......I really like you robin but your with Finney and I didn't know if I should've asked you".

"I'm sorry, I don't want to make Finn mad and I want to be loyal to him", he nodded and gave me a hug. I hugged back when he pushed me on to the wall and started kissing my neck. I cover my mouth to prevent me from letting out my moans but he pinned my hands and I let out couple of moans.

I grabbed his hand and pushed him away from me, I was going to hit him when Finn walked in with a smile. "Just as I thought robin, you can't be away from me because then this happens" he pulled the boys hair back and he yelled a bit. "Don't hurt him, please".

"Why? He was kissing you when you knew you were mine"

"but I'm not, I don't know who you are and why you forced me to like you!"

"BECAUSE WE WHERE A COUPLE BEFORE YOU LEFT!?, before you moved away because your mother said it wasn't safe anymore. You loved me and I loved you, you where my everything robin. I lost you once and I don't want to lose you again"

He dropped the boy on the floor and walked away. I looked back down at the guy, "I'm sorry,"  I ran out of the bathroom. I needed to find him, I needed to find my Finn, the Finn I loved all my time. Why did my stupid self forget him!

I found him in an empty classroom standing in front of something. "Finn" I spoke. He turned around, tears with blood. I walked a bit closer to him. Our teacher was on the floor dead. "Robin.......I told you I didn't want to lose you"

"AND I'M SORRY!? I KNOW I FORGOT ABOUT YOU BUT I'M SORRY FINN, I TRULY AM" he dropped the knife and picked me up. "I'm sorry" he said before kissing me.

"I'm sorry love, "it's alright but please, stop I don't want you seeing behind bars". He nodded and kissed me again.

I'm not going to let him lose me again. And hes not losing me.

 

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