Chapter 3
Today was a chilly February evening of 2022, the past month had been a whirlwind of activity, with many accomplishments and milestones, including finishing a poetic chapter about theater and submitting my work to various publications. With the help and support of my friends and family, I had also been able to submit my manuscripts for a prestigious writing authors workshop at Siliman University.
As I sat down at my desk, I couldn't help but think about the different personas that had been present in my life lately. One of the most dominant of these past few days was the Musician, who I had first met in my dreams. He was a mysterious figure, often depicted riding in a luxurious car with two women by his side. He was always cool and collected, speaking with a certain charm and confidence. His voice was deep and melodic, and I couldn't help but find it alluring.
Recently, the Musician had been making more frequent appearances, particularly when I was struggling to find inspiration. It was almost as if he was trying to guide me towards a more creative and musical path. However, I felt a sense of guilt, as I had been so focused on the wisdom and guidance of the Librarian that I had been neglecting this other persona.
As I sat down to write, I couldn't help but think about the different personas that had been present in my life lately. The Librarian, with his wisdom and guidance, and the Musician, with his creativity and passion for music, both played a significant role in my journey as a writer. I knew that I didn't have to choose between the two, but rather I wanted to embrace and incorporate both of their traits into my writing
In my mind's eye, I opened the door, which was painted with a galaxy, and found myself in a music room. The room was spacious and filled with different instruments, and I could feel the creative energy emanating from it. A tiny voice whispered that this would be my room in the future.
As I looked around the room, I saw the Musician sitting in a black beatbox, strumming a guitar with a look of concentration on his face. I greeted him with a friendly "Hey!" but he didn't seem to hear me, so I tapped him on the back. He looked up and smiled, taking my hand and placing it on the guitar.
"It's great to finally have this time to connect with you," he said with a smile, his excitement palpable. "I have so much to share, where do we begin?" He suggested we collaborate and turn our conversation into a song.
Excitedly, he walked over to the piano and began playing, showcasing the progress he had made through our practice sessions together. He was clearly thrilled to have me there, and to be able to share this moment with me.
As we began composing the song, he poured his heart out, expressing all the things he had wanted to say to me. The result was a beautiful melody, filled with emotion and inspiration.
Me: Hey, can I ask you something?
Musician: Sure, what's on your mind?
Me: How old are you?
Musician: I'm 26, buddy! People often tell me I look younger.
Me: That's cool. What are your plans and aspirations?
Musician: Well, I have a dream of making it big in Manila. I have always been passionate about music and performing, and I know that's where I want to be. Music means a lot to me, I have many interests and passions for this.
Me: Really? like what?
Musician: I love song writing, , exploring different music cultures and instrument.
Me: That's quite a combination!
Musician: Yeah, I know. I feel a strong connection to you and I feel comfortable and expressive when I am around someone I trust. I usually keep this side of myself hidden from others, but with you, it's different.
I replied by telling him, " I see myself as your younger version. Cause I usually keep a side of my self hidden from others too " In response, he offered me this piece of advice: "If you want to pursue music , Never lose sight of your intellect. Grab the oppurtunities that may further your own dreams. Each opportunity is like a feather, and one day you will learn how to fly on your own efforts and time."
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Alter Ego - The Librarian
AdventureA concealed journal of an author who has the ability to talk with his alternate future selves through meditation , where every decision he makes affects their state.
