Once again.

2

The whole ceremony came to an end.

I still can't believe he's gone forever.

I walk into the apartment it all feels so silent and empty. It felt so unfamiliar that it gave me chills. I feel like, at any moment, hyung would come out of his room, giggling his classic giggle and asking me how I'm doing.

I sit on the sofa and close my eyes. Just to rest them for a while.

Most of the members went back home, but Seonghwa hyung and I stayed back because we had some work left, and it killed me to do it, but we had already signed the contract.
My thoughts again wanters back to yeosang as his face comes before my eyes, and they get teary again.
I wonder what made him do this. I just...

"Jongho, jongho!!" My thoughts get interrupted by a voice, and it's Hwa hyung.

"Could you please go down and get my bag from manager hyung he's waiting at the parking lot," I nod and walk out.

My mind was still filled with memories of Yeosang, but what bothered me, even more, was that
there was no suicide note. The police are investigating, but there are no leads. Which drives me even more crazy.

I never thought I would live this day.

Wait, what if I look around his room and find something? I sigh deeply and get off the elevator.

I wish I had a time machine. I would jump into it. Go back in time, and stop you. Or do something different, just save you in some way or another so that I could tell you how much I...

I...

loved you.

My throat clenches at the thought that I still can't say it out loud.

And it's not like how brothers love each other, no.

I loved you from the deepest part of my heart.

Whenever I saw you, my life became more colorful, and now it's all dead and dark.

You were my fresh breath of air, my sunshine. Only if I had been less shy and just told you that I...

Just then, I hear an aggressive sound. I looked where it was coming from, and before I knew a car came in full speed at me, and everything went dark.

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