𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙇𝙆𝙀𝙍 (𝗬𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗲 𝗫 𝗙𝗲𝗺 𝗬/𝗡)

19..

When you have wandered alone all your life you don't feel like you have anybody to trust anymore.

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"MOM!..."
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But when those memories sit in your mind for so long, You start to forget them, As you fade away as you did the memories.
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"Promise?...."
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"I pinky promise!...."
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"Forever...."
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"Forever i swear..."
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That's how my life has been all this time, I feel like this toy, That's Being tossed around again and again and again by all these different people, Until i just crack.

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Scaramouche? He doesn't matter, He never mattered to me.

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Ajax? oh i was just getting started in my rally to cut ties with him.

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And now Xiao? Please, I'm just another toy for him to mess around with me.

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And myself? I feel like a total idiot, A stranger walking on the streets alone at night. I don't even want to look in the mirror without seeing 𝘏𝘪𝘴 Face in my reflection.
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"I just wish this were a dream.."
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𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸!!
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"My Queen! you seem tired~ let's get you some rest shall we?"

He laughed as he looked down at my sitting body on the hard concrete in his drive way...

He tried to pull my hand up but i immediately slapped it away.

"Why can i just stop being a little toy for you?! It's always me having to come back to you! i don't want to be in this ugly mansion or situation!! I just want to be ALONE!! ok?.."
i yelled with all my heart and force in my lungs, My throat stings.. I'm breathing heavy as well..
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#SLAP!#
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"w-what..?" i mumbled out my mouth.

I was holding my red cheek that was stinging like a gun was just shut into it.

"Now.. Why don't i cut off your tongue as a punishment for you talking to me like that? Or should i just torture you by taking all your fingers off?~" He smiled sadistically as he said it.

"Your a actual maniac! and i thought you were crazy before..!" i screamed looking at him with pain and fear in my eyes.

"That look... It's so precious and pretty! i think i want to see MORE of it!!~" He laughed at me like a psychopath.

I couldn't even muster out a word while he laughed and talked away about how he was gonna punish me, I could just stand there, staring at him like this..I couldn't even imagine how much trouble i will be in...

"Go ahead! say a word 𝓓𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰~" He said intentionally adding in the word 'Darling'.

"I..I hate you.." i said to him with a nasty look as he just grinned.

"I love you till death does us part~"

"hopefully THATS not to far from here, am i right?"

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A/N

SO SORRY THIS PART IS SO SHORT 😭😭 IM ON THE BUS AND IT IS CURRENTLY 6:49 A.M HELPPP

People keep staring at me like a maniac..😔✋/j

Anyways, 20 COMES SSOOOOODOSOSOSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOS

I hope your excited for that one!!! CUASE IK I ANMM!

Even tho i wrote it haha