Paw Paw

Chapter twenty-four

Alejandro carried me up the stairs, staring in to my eyes, and moving to my lips only to inhale lustfully. We were finally in front of this master bedroom, and I couldn't ignore the slight fear that came out of nowhere. Something told me not to go further with this.

Even though, I really wanted to be touched and to touch this man, scary thing for sure. With the look he had on me, left me breathless, a mess in his arms. Lost and compelled to him. He's dangerous and bad for me...but I didn't care at this moment.

He pushed his double doors open, holding me up with one hand as he used the other to shut the door. His green eyes held mine firmly, he was searching mine as though looking for answers I clearly didn't have.

Alejandro walked to his bed and laid me flat on his soft and silky sheets. My chest rising heavily as he stood to his full height, looking down at me. I swallowed a thick lump in my throat, feeling overwhelmed with emotions, emotions, fuck this emotions.

My body froze as he leaned down, hovering over me. My eyes shut firmly, and hands gripped the sheets tightly. Strangely, I didn't want to do this anymore. Of course I wanted him, but it was too soon, way sooner than I'd like.

The bed deeps as his arms laid on both sides of my face, and I waited for him to do what he would do next, but time ticked and no one moved.

Confused I slightly opened my eyes and they immediately met his. He was staring at me, specifically my lips, licking his own. Our eyes met once again, and he smiles lovingly down at me, hands rising to tuck my hair behind my ear.

A breath caught inside my lungs and refusing to come out. Eventually he spoke up for me. "You're terrified, bella." His whispered words left pass his lips, stating a fact.

I didn't want him to think I was afraid of him, I just wasn't ready. Having sex with someone you hardly know is something stupid to do. I've always taken pride of my virginity. I took it seriously, sex wasn't just sex to me... it's more than that.

That explains why Devon cheated on me, I couldn't give him what he wanted. I wasn't sure if to or ready to give him that part of me. And it's crazy how I couldn't trust my boyfriend for six years to touch me intimately but I let a person I've only known for four months to touch my most sacred parts.

"N-no..." I denied, and it obviously amused him as he smirked down at me. Running his fingers through my curls, he leaned down to peck my forehead. I looked away, blushing at that sweet and cute gesture.

"You don't have to lie to me, baby. I've got you." Those words made my shoulders drop, feeling the tension on my shoulders immediately disappearing.

He stood up, getting on top of me suddenly. "Stay, I'll be back." He commands, disappearing inside the bathroom. Soon enough he walked out with a red wet cloth.

A blush took over my cheeks as he spreads my legs for me, laying the warm cloth flat on my heat. With so much care in his touch, he wiped me clean. His eyes focused on what he was doing.

A blush took over my face, my chest growing with embarrassment and a feeling of being exposed to his eyes. Shutting my thighs together, I shifted away from him, pulling my hoodie down to cover just a small portion to hide my heat.

Alejandro said nothing, raising a brow in question as he stood up. Once again, he disappeared inside the bathroom and I heard water running. He came back out and didn't spare me a glance as he went inside his walk-in-closet.