𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮.. (𝓫𝓸𝔂𝔁𝓫𝓸𝔂)

5

Started this Wednesday, January 18th.

TW:⚠️RAPE⚠️

Ndot,

I'm really gonna lose my virginity to noti..

All because I saw pictures and videos of dd and some random ass girl.

Honestly I can do whatever I want it doesn't matter. It's just.. I'm having second thoughts.. I did wanna lose it to dd but let's be honest. We can't always get what we want.

I know noti.

I don't know dd.

But I like dd.. ion like noti..

But I don't wanna lose my virginity to some cheating ass lil boy.

But that's also what noti is.

We not even together.

I should lose my virginity to someone who actually likes me.. bruh dd doesn't like me.

He likes girls.

Right? I mean bruh he was letting a girl be all up on em. He was not thinking about me what's so ever.

Beggers can't be choosers.

I wanna lose my virginity.

Can't always lose it to the person you want.

Anyways it's '6:31' and I'm in the kitchen with jacobi and jadaria.

We just making hella tiktoks being bored.

"Aye let's watch hella chrismas movies." Jadaria blurted out smiling.

"It's no where near chrismas. " jacobi told her "ok.. but Christmas was last month therefore it is near." She told him.

I roll my eyes "bruh let's just watch them." I tell them

Both looking at me, "bruh ight.." jacobi said as we all walk upstairs.

I grin..

Best big brudda ever bruh

Going into my room with the twins, jadaria turning on my tv and we all sit down.

Turning on 'home alone 2'

Me, jacobi, and jadaria all under the covers.

I hear a knock coming from my window so I pause the movie to listen.

Another knock.

"Aye yall go to yall room." I told them, they stare at me like I got cum on my face or some shit.. "YALL HEARD ME!" I whispered loudly.

They roll they're eyes and get out of bed.

Leaving my room, closing the door behind them. I get up, and I slowly go to the window stopping when I'm there.

"It's me! Nigga you in there?" I head noti speak

I roll my eyes.

Sliding the curtains to the left and opening my window lifting it.

He climbs into my bedroom, smirking at me as he closes my window back and locks it.

I just look down, hands wrapped around myself hugging myself.

He then turns to me.

Staring at my room.

"Ight.." he said turning his gaze back to me and grabbing me by both my wrists pulling me closer to him.

Letting go of my wrists to put his hand on my waist and the other on my neck tilting my head up to look up at him. He slowly leans down to my level, still a little taller than me.