𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮.. (𝓫𝓸𝔂𝔁𝓫𝓸𝔂)

7

This is just what dd goes through. What he doesn't show his fans. What he doesn't show ndot..

Dd,

Pulling up to the spot, we got my homies I deal with and the old niggas that just wanna get high and kill.

The sketchy niggas.

As I pull up to the house, parking in the curb and grabbing my gun, putting it in the front of my pants.

Getting out the car,

Locking the door behind me and walking up to the house, weird niggas who look like they gon rob or kill you any minute just stare at me as I walk past them.

Nah they know not to mess wit me.

Soon setting foot on the porch, niggas sitting in chairs . I open the door to the run down house and enter.

Met with more sketchy niggas,

Mugging people on the way, I make it all the way to the back where the money counting stay. With big boss also..

Going into the room. Met with boss, kane.

And my closest friend Terrence.

"Yo.. do finally made it." Terrence grinned as i close the door behind me. "Bruh got all famous he forgot where he came from" kane laughed and I shake my head. "Yall like family bruh.. kane yo old ass is like my deddy.. and.. Terry.. mane you big dawg. I'm not forgetting bout yall niggas." I told them while touching my chest like I said the nicest thing ever no shit..

"Nah fam.." Terrence laughed,

"Lazy niggas.." I said and kane sighed "we busy." He said

"Oh really? No same! I have a life too." I told them being sarcastic as I walk over to the table they are at. Two duffle bags on the table. "Let's start counting. Fuck allat chiron chatting " kane told us.

I nod,

We started pouring out all the money in the duffle bags and separating them, me, kane and Terrence getting our own portion to count . And we just start counting.

*time skip*

I just got done watching kayflock. I called in and told them I'm clocked out and somebody else gon have to watch him.

I kinda miss kh'Ari.

And I know we ain't leave off on great terms I literally made up a excuse saying I needed to go home so I can get ready for school the next day but I didn't even go to school.

He prolly knows..

I mean.. you'd know if someone you fucking with ain't show up at school right?

Prolly..

I would.

I notice almost everything about kh'Ari. How he hates it when I call him ndot.

How he loves it when I grab his neck..

How he likes it when I choose him over ddot. He hates it when I bring ddot up.

But.. ddot is like a brother to me. We been there for eachother for years.

With notti dying it's been just us.

We had to be there for eachother.

So I start driving to kh'Ari's house, hoping he even there because I'm not calling him. I miss him.. and honestly.. if he really is ready.. I wanna fuck him.. not today.. I wanna go on a date with him first.. I don't know.. do something fun as hell and then fuck for the rest of the night.. with candles and shit.. I don't know.. something special.