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I'm not even gonna say anything

Credits to the amajin artist of this fanart.

Yoongi was broken to though, he hadn't seen his Jimin in a long time and he couldn't take it anymore. He just wanted to explain everything and tell the boy he loves him so bad. But he couldn't and that broke him more.

The next week Jimin didn't went to school either. He did not feel like doing something in general. He ate little and slept little. Hoseok tried everything to make him happy but nothing worked.

One time when Jimin came out the shower he looked at his face in the mirror. The last time he did that was at school encouraging himself to tell Yoongi he loved him. Back then he had happy eyes and smile on his face but now when he looked in the mirror he saw a whole different person. He had bangs under his eyes from the lack of sleep and there was no sigh of happiness on his face.

He saw a razor laying on the shelves. He looked at it for a moment thinking about cutting himself with it but he decided not to. Yes, he had a heartbreak, but he did not wanted to hurt himself even more. He shook the thoughts off and walked out the bathroom back to his room in Hoseoks house to try to get some sleep again. He put his headphone on listening to his favorite music and when 'never mind' came, he skipped it quickly not wanting to hear the older's voice.

This went on for some more days before he decided to go to school again. He didn't had anyone to take notes for him and his exams were getting closer and closer. With a heavy and sad heart he got ready, he planned on wearing a hoodie so that could hide his face and make him as small as possible. He didn't wanted to get all the attention on him and he also didn't wanted to get the attention of Yoongi. He ate an apple as breakfast and said bye to Hoseok. Sighing he started walking to school so he could clear his head a little too. And Hoseoks house wasn't that far away from Jimin's school.

His plan worked as a charm and nobody grew attention to him the whole day. Now he wanted to get the hell out and go back to Hoseok but he wasn't that lucky. It started raining and he didn't brought an umbrella. Hoseok couldn't pick him up because he was working and Jimin didn't wanted to be a burden all the time. So he started his journey back to the older's house, in the fucking rain.

Out of nowhere he heard someone screaming his name and boy did he knew that voice damn well. He turned around to see a panting Yoongi in front of him. His eyes shot open when he saw the older, he wanted to run away but for some reason he was glued to the ground. While Yoongi was catching his breath Jimin saw how tired he looked. With bangs under his eyes, messy hair and bandages on his knuckles. He felt guilty in someway.

"Jiminie." The rain fell on them but at this moment they didn't gave a shit about it.

"H-hyung." Jimin's voice cracked and the tears threatened to fall but he refused letting that happen. He didn't wanted to look weak in the older's eyes.

"J-Jiminie, I-I." Yoongi tried to speak, he already knew what he wanted to say but now that he was face to face with Jimin, it was more difficult than he imagined. He cleared his throat and shakily continued.

"J-Jiminie, I-I, I swear nothing happened, I-I could never-

Jimin snapped, nothing happened? "THEN WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAW, YOU WERE OBVIOUSLY KISSING HER!" The tears now streamed down his face. Yoongi had never seen the younger that angry and his heart broke at the sight. "J-Jimin, please I d-didn't kiss her, s-she- he tried again but Jimin became angrier at every second.

"NO, SHUT UP. DO YOU THINK I'M BLIND? I SAW WHAT I-

Yoongi made a decision he hoped he wouldn't regret. Plus he had still his proof.

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