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(Jimin's POV)

"Jimin, nice to see you again."

Stepping into the familiar office Jimin gives the woman a nod before taking his regular spot on the leather couch, his hands clasping together on his lap as he gives the woman a lighthearted smile.

"Nice to see you as well."

"I always knew this day would come but I never really put much thought to it. This is the last day that we'll see eachother."

Haha....trust me...I didn't think it would come either...

"Ah yeah..."

"I also heard you're moving to a new home? Is it far away?"

"It's about two hours away from here...about 3 hours from where I live currently..."

"How does that make you feel?"

"Hmm? Oh happy...really happy actually...I proposed to her....and bought our first family home..."

"That's amazing, I remember you talking about that goal when you first walked in here so many months ago."

"Yeah....I honestly....yeah. I'm really excited about it..."

"Is something on your mind?"

This woman from the start has always been able to tell.

"Well...I'm nervous...I guess..."

"About the move?"

"Not really I mean...no I'm not nervous I'm actually excited and I can't wait for it to finally be finished...I'm just....I don't want to....I...I-I don't want to end up the same as I was back then."

The room goes silent as Jimin swallows the lump that forms in his throat, his eyes avoiding the woman's gave as he gives him a light nod and scribbles on her clipboard.

"What makes you think you would become how you were before just because you have moved?"

"Um....well...I-I don't know exactly...I...I-I won't be coming here anymore....and..I don't know...I'll be...on my own..."

Shifting in her chair Jimin keeps his eyes on his hands folded in his lap as he pushes his lips together, his body bracing for the next words to come out of the woman's mouth.

"Jimin, you don't give yourself enough credit for the growth you have had over these months you've spent with me in this office."

"Huh?"

"It wasn't me that made you this way, it was your own personal growth. I was here to listen, and to help you get to the same result you would have gotten to by yourself. I was merely a listening ear that you could talk to."

"Y-Yeah....but I....what if I start struggling again?"

"Have you not proposed to the love of your life?"

"......I don't want her to see me like this...if I have a bad moment."

"Have you ever thought about how she feels? A true connection with someone you love is showing both sides of yourself. She deserves as the one you're going to spend the rest of your life with to know this side of you."

Ugh...I want to...I still struggle with that...Y/N has enough on her plate...

"Do you feel guilty for getting her pregnant?"

Widening his eyes and looking up at the woman Jimin is frozen with silence as she nods her head, a soft sigh emitting from her lips.

"You cannot live your life with guilt Jimin. Have you talked to her about this?"