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Ugh....I'm exhausted....

Pushing his body out of the car Jimin leaves the tuxedo in the back seat as he slowly makes his way up the stairs towards the front door of the apartment, his lips pushed down in a permanent frown.

Maybe I'll take a nap with Y/N....she's always so comforting...I finally got all of the paperwork signed so I can start moving our things into our house and selling the others....

Pushing open the front door of the apartment Jimin looks over and feels his heart bloom with affection when he sees the small pregnant girl sitting on the mattress, his frown now pushing up into a slight grin.

"Hello beautiful."

"Oh! Hi Jimin."

"Did you have fun with Samyeon?"

"Mhm! Her mom came and picked her up about half an hour ago."

After locking the front door Jimin joins Y/N on the bed and avoids Joy who sends him a hearty glare, the two of them sharing a few glances until Jimin rests his chin on Y/N's shoulder and peers down at the little clippings she's messing with.

"What are these?"

"O-Oh...um....wedding...things...."

Grinning when he sees the familiar blush overtake the girl's soft features Jimin wraps his arms around her belly and looks around at the different things, his eyebrows raising when he looks at the multiple cutouts of dresses.

"So you and Samyeon were wedding planning?"

"I-I guess so...she told me to look through magazines and find things that I liked...she was telling me all about what's included in a wedding....it's...a lot..."

Feeling his heart grip with anxiety Jimin swallows hard and nuzzles his face deep into her neck, his words barely audible as he gets as close to the girl as he can.

"Are you...nervous at all?..."

"Of course I am."

Jimin's eyes lightly widen at how quickly Y/N responded, his head pulling away to look at her rounded gaze when she turns her head and meets his eyes.

"You are?"

"I....I...I don't know anything about a wedding....Mother never let me learn about things like this....I guess she figured I would be under her control forever...and I didn't have to worry about things like this....but....seeing these women....a-and having to pick out all of this stuff...I barely even know what half of it is..."

So she's nervous too....

Feeling a weight lifting off of his chest Jimin returns his face to the girls neck, his hands rubbing little circles on her baby bump as he lets out a soft sigh.

"I'm nervous too..."

"You are?...is it because you have to pick out flowers?"

"No....I'm just nervous about being a good husband is all....um...Baby....do you....are you....a-are you ever scared that you'll be like your mom?"

"No."

"No?"

Pulling his body away from hers so he can see her face Jimin's lips lightly part when he sees the darkened expression painted on her face, her eyes avoiding his as she lets out a deep sigh.

"My mother........was.....a terrible person.....the closer I get to having my baby....the more I realize just how awful she was....even when I first found out I was pregnant...I didn't know where to go...or who to talk to....but I didn't care....I was so excited....I still...I don't understand....how she could be so cruel to me...when I would rather die so my baby could live if it was possible...."

Oh.....Baby....

"S-So no. I don't think I'll ever be like my mother. I-I am my own person. I'm just hoping I'll be able to undo everything she's done to me so I can be a good mama."

Placing a gentle kiss on her temple Jimin pulls the girl down while placing multiple kisses on her pouting lips, one hand resting on her cheek while he stares into her rounded eyes.

"You're already a wonderful mama My Love."

She's right....I don't have to worry about being like my Father either....because I'm not him....

"I'm scared of all of this Baby Mama...the closer everything gets...the more terrified I get that I won't be able to do anything right."

"Then......l-let's do it together...so we can be scared together..."

Grinning widely Jimin gives the girl a long kiss before laying down and pulling her against his chest, his chest now completely free of any anxiety he felt earlier in the day.

"I love you Baby Mama."

"I love you too Jimin."

"Someday maybe I'll stop having to have you constantly reassure me of everything...sometimes I feel like a broken record around you."

"You don't have to worry about it...I like reassuring you."

"Liar."

"H-Hey!"

The pair falls into giggles as Jimin places multiple kisses on the top of Y/N's head, his body shifting so he can lay on her chest rubbing her baby bump pushing out her large T-shirt.

"I love both my girls."

Completely relaxing his body when Y/N begins playing with his hair Jimin finally allows his sore eyes to close, a bright grin appearing on his lips when he feels a little kick against the palm of his hand.

That's my little girl....growing in the love of my life's belly....

Now I'm starting to see what happened to Jungkook when Lily passed away....for so long I was so confused on why he wasn't right in the head...now I get it...if anything happened to Y/N and this baby...I probably.....wouldn't be very right either...

Opening his eyes and looking over at the magazine clippings Jimin grins and looks at the different decorations and dresses scattered around in a little pile, excitement now taking over the precious anxious feeling in his chest.

"Say uh, I see a lot of magazine clippings here."

"Mhm?"

"Any of them for some sexy lingerie you want to show me?"

"P-Park Jimin!"

Hehe.

(A/N): Another cute character development chapter, I feel like comments as a whole are going to be very minimal in this story since most of the drama is over, I mean there's still drama- just not as much as the first books