The great regression

Two

Ben was just pulling up a pair of jogging bottoms after changing his diaper when he heard the front door open and close, in a panic Ben rushed out of his bedroom door hoping to get into the toilet and clean up his messy diaper which was still lying on the bath room floor as well as hiding the package of diapers that was still inside the box where he had dropped them earlier after taking one out.  But before he could make it more than a few steps his girlfriend Becky walked through the second door into the main living area where Ben was walking briskly across. Becky said a quick 'Hi' and then walked up to Ben and hugged him planting a big kiss on his lips, before she broke away from the hug her hand ran down his back and rested on his thickly padded bum.  A strange look crossed Becky's face as her hand rested there for a second, all the while Ben was pretty much holding his breath.  Then the moment passed and Becky dropped down on the sofa asking for a drink.  Ben got them both a drink and asked why Becky was at his apartment, as he didn't expect to see her until later that night, Becky told him that she had finished her last house viewing for the day (Becky is a real estate agent who specialises in house viewings) and so left a bit early as she often works over without extra pay so this is like getting some of that time back.  Ben was nodding and about to change the subject when Becky went on to tell him that she had bumped into Stacey her friend on the way over and they had a good chat, Ben went deathly still as she recounted Stacey telling her about some of the unfortunate people that she has to deal with, "some of them have to wear diapers 24/7" said Becky, Ben tried to change the subject but as he was looking around for some subject inspiration Becky said "what's this?" and before Ben could say anything Becky opened the box at the side of the sofa, she looked into the box for a second before turning back to Ben and staring at his crotch for a few seconds.  "It's not what it looks like" stated Ben.  "Well it looks like you wear diapers" stated Becky, she then asked Ben about them and Ben replayed the list of incontinence issues he gave the doctor and Stacey, he only played down how much he needed them and ended up telling her that he really didn't need them but Stacey thought he should use some protection.  "OH so you have seen Stacey about this have you" asked Becky.  Ben went on to tell her that he had seen and would be seeing Stacey about his incontinence issues but felt that it was something that would go away soon.  Becky sat with a thoughtful expression and asked Ben if he would get her another drink.  While Ben was in the kitchen getting a couple of beers Stacey popped into the toilet for a pee and was shocked to find a messy diaper slightly curled up on the floor, she called to Ben who once he realised where Becky was hesitantly stuck his head through the door.  "So you don't really need the diapers" said Becky in obvious sarcasm, "I think that you need them more than you think".  Becky then pulled down Ben's jogging bottoms to reveal his bulky diaper, she proceeded to check it and announced that while he was not messy he had obviously wet a bit as there was a blue stripe showing down the front and her friend Stacey had always told her that was how you knew a patient had wet themselves.  Ben was shocked as he didn't remember peeing since his change, Becky told him that it didn't look like he needed a change just yet and started asking about where his wipes and other things were as well as how many diapers had Becky assigned him each day, Ben told Becky everything except how just this morning he hadn't had an issue at all and made it all up to cover up his diaper wearing.  Becky absorbed all of the information and told him everything would be ok, that she would support him and help him get cured or if that wasn't an option she would stay with him as she loved him and this wasn't his fault.

Ben lay back on the sofa later that evening and felt a strange rumbling feeling in his lower abdomen and bowels but it swiftly passed, so he just sat with Becky curled up next to him.  Like many evening spent together it was obvious that Becky intended to stay the night, Becky suddenly sniffed and asked Ben if he had farted, when he told her no, she asked if he had messed as there was a really bad smell, Ben said he had not messed but could also now smell the horrible stench.  Becky told Ben to stand up and once he was up she peered around the back of his diaper area and pulled the back out to have a look inside like she did with her cousins when she was their babysitter, "oh dear" said Becky, "looks like we have a dirty baby" as the smell got even worse now that the poo had been exposed to the air.  Becky put the diaper back into place and told Ben that as she had a lot of experience changing baby's diapers it would probably be better if she changed his diapers from now on, as she didn't want any leaks to embarrass him nor did she want to wake up in a wet bed.  Ben was disturbed at this change of circumstances as Becky led him into the bathroom and told him to lay on the floor, she gathered up all of the things she needed and proceeded to change Bens diaper, as she changed him from the way the cold air hit Bens private areas he was certain that he must of peed a whole lot more while sitting on the sofa and not even realised it.  When he thought about it Ben couldn't remember going to the toilet at all today if he discounted the messes he had made in his diaper, what is happening to me thought Ben.  Once changed into a nice dry diaper Becky told Ben that it was getting late and they should get to bed, so Ben followed Becky to his room and they climbed in together, when Ben reached over to cuddle Becky she informed him that while he needed diapers she didn't want to have sex with him, a little upset Ben rolled over but before he fell asleep, he decided to try and listen to that CD Stacey had given him, to see if he could get any tips.  So he put the CD into his CD player linked through his headphone, and with his headphone on he lay back as the female voice on the recording started to speak, Ben quickly drifted off to sleep listening to the CD.

Ben woke up and for a second the previous day felt like a bad dream, but reality came crashing down when he felt the soggy squish of a heavy diaper, he had obviously wet heavily during the night.  Becky rolled over and draped her arm across Ben and her had ran down his chest settling on the front of his diaper which she gave a little squeeze, "wet" exclaimed Becky, "you really do need those diapers don't you".  With a huff Becky climbed out of bed and started getting Bens diaper things together, she then led Ben to the bathroom again and after removing his diaper she told him to shower before applying a new diaper.  Once Ben was safely encased in a new diaper Becky told him to get dressed and as it was Saturday they would be going shopping, with a muffled groan Ben got dressed, only many of his clothes would not fit over the diaper and the ones that did showed it off to anyone looking, so Ben settled on another pair of jogging bottoms and a t-shirt.  They arrived at the mall and Becky went to the rear of her car and got out a larger bag than she usually carried, upon Bens questioning look she whispered to him that she had brought diaper supplies in case he had an accident.  Ben was not pleased that Becky was now carrying around what amounted to a diaper bag, but before he could say anything he saw something that he really didn't want to, standing by the entrance was Stacey frantically waving to them both.  Becky had obviously set this up.

Becky and Stacey walked together chatting while Ben glumly walked behind not wanting to draw any attention to himself, but then the conversation changed and Stacey told Ben that she was very pleased that he had found the confidence to open up about his problem to Becky and that together they were going to make sure that he was comfortable wearing his diapers and that he should stop being too concerned with what anyone else might think.  Ben just thought that he wanted to get out of this mess and back into his normal underwear when they stopped outside a very large pharmacy that Ben had never been to before.  They walked inside and Stacey flashed her nurse badge to one of the employees who let them through a door into a back section of the pharmacy that was obviously only for professionals.  As they walked through the back room (which was almost as large as the main pharmacy store out front) Ben noticed that almost everything back here was either incontinence or adult care related, not only did they have rows upon rows of shelves of adult diapers in all different sizes and absorbencies, but they also had adult size feeding bibs, baby bottles, all manner of wipes, talcum powder and crèmes for diaper rash, special non-prescription medication for all different kinds of bladder or bowel needs, and right at the back was a huge area of specialist clothing.  It was the clothing section that Becky and Stacey went to first, they were joined by another girl who obviously worked in the store and knew Stacey well.  After a brief introduction Stacey went on to inform the salesperson all about Ben's incontinence and diaper needs, and that to make life easier for everyone involved a new wardrobe was needed.  The salesgirls face lit up with the prospect of a large commission bonus as she started talking through the various specialist clothing they provided, to get an understanding of Ben's dimensions with his diaper on the salesgirl asked if he would strip down to his diaper so that she could measure him.  As Ben's diaper came into view with an obvious yellow stain Becky let out a sigh and loudly informed everyone that she needed to change Ben's diaper before they went any further, the salesgirl let out a little giggle as Ben was told to lay on the large un-foldable changing pad that Becky pulled out of her diaper bag, she then proceeded to efficiently change Ben's diaper while the others watched.  Ben was really worried as he had not had any inkling that he was peeing but within a few seconds he was un-diapered while Becky wiped him down with baby wipes, spread a liberal amount of diaper cream over his private areas before sliding a clean diaper under his bum, bring up the front to encase his privates in the folds of its soft white padded safety before he was pulled back on his feet and being measured by the sales girl.  With Ben's measurements taken Becky and Stacey pulled out item after item, sometimes holding them up against Ben to picture how they might look on him before adding them to the ever increasing order, and every item being purchased had snaps between the legs for easy diaper changes.  By the time Becky and Stacey announced that they had everything Ben needed they had purchased enough vest type onesies for over two weeks, a number of what Ben could only think of as baby grows in different colours, several sets of baggy trousers with snaps, and a few tops that had cartoon type images on the front making them look babyish.  Becky was whispering with Stacey before she told Ben that she wanted him in some of his new clothes while they finished their shopping, Ben was not happy about more shopping but even less happy about wearing some of the new clothes, but Becky half dragged him into one of the changing rooms, she changed him into a vest onesie, baggy trousers with snaps, and a childish top with a cartoon character on the front.  As they came out of the changing room Ben notices that Stacey had obviously been getting more items from around the store as the sales girl was busy packing them into a large box but Ben could not see what they were.  As they were about to gather everything together and take it back to the car the sales girl told them that as it was a large amount they could collect it from the loading dock at the rear of the building when they had finished shopping.  Becky said thank you and the three of them walked out of the shop.

Ben sat at the table in the food court thinking back to the last few hours at the mall, after getting a completely new wardrobe at the specialist pharmacy that catered for they went to a food hall where Stacey informed Ben that his bowel issues would be improved by a simpler diet and although it may not seem right, baby food is the best thing for him, so Becky and Stacey stocked up on enough baby food to feed Ben for several weeks.  Then they visited a custom furniture store where after discussing Ben's situation with the manufacturer they ordered ben a new bed (Ben could not understand why he needed a new bed or what the special requirements were that Becky told the man in hushed words), they also ordered a custom large version of a baby changing table, a diaper shelf set, and a special rocking chair.  Finally they went to a fabric store where Becky again explained their situation and arranged for someone to come out to the apartment to measure up all of the furniture for customer fitted waterproof sheets to be made.  Ben was amazed at how much Becky was spending until he realised that she was using his credit card, when he asked she simply told him that it was all for him, so why should she pay for it.  So Ben was sitting at the table in the food court eating his kid meal of small burger and fries when he felt a warmth spreading around his groin, Ben felt deflated but accepted that he now needed the diapers and was a little relieved that he was wearing them, but then his stomach rumbled and before he could even try to stop it, mush started to escape from his behind into his diaper, quickly filling it up.  After a minute or so, Ben finished his poo and simply sat in his mess almost crying with the shame, Becky saw that Ben seemed upset and left her conversation with Stacey to come over and see what was wrong but as she got close she realised that her big man of a boyfriend had messed himself again and badly needed his diaper changed.  Becky took Ben by the hand and led him to the mother and baby changing room, where again she got out her diaper bag and proceeded to change Ben's diaper on the floor.  After Becky had un-popped the snaps on Bens trousers and pulled them back and then done the same for the snaps on his onesie a woman walked in half way through his diaper change with a young toddler, the woman looked incredulously at Ben being changed and then at the obviously messy diaper waiting to be disposed of, she gave a look if sympathy to Becky almost as if Ben were mentally handicapped or something, then she turned and left.  Ben mentally sank back into himself just waiting for his diaper change to be over so that he could have his infantile clothing snapped back into place and leave the baby room.  For some reason Becky seemed to be smiling to herself as she finished Ben off and disposed of the messy diaper.

After collecting a large number of boxes form the loading area and cramming them into the back of Becky's car along with everything else they had purchased form the mall Becky drove her and Ben back to her apartment, when they arrived Ben saw Stacey had arrived before them and was waiting outside.  Becky handed her keys to Ben and asked him to start taking things up to her place, Ben thought it was strange that they were bringing all of his things here rather than his place but went along with it as maybe Becky was going to ask him to move in with her or something as he had suggested it several times before.  As he came outside towards the car to get the second load if items to take up he overheard Becky talking to Stacey in hushed voices.  "I know that it totally grossed me out when you told me about his incontinence in confidence, but I feel a totally different type of love for him now, something more than ever before, like he really needs me to take care of him", Ben didn't hear any more as the door behind him shut with a click and both girls turned so he simply walked around the corner as if he hadn't heard anything and picked up some more boxes, as he was about to carry the boxes into the building Becky called to him, "Babe, you have said several times that we should move in together, I'm thinking that you should move in here permanently as my place is bigger than yours and you can let your place go so that we have more available cash each month, what do you think?", Ben called back "yeah, sure" as he went inside the building with the second load of boxes.  As Ben walked up the single flight of stairs to Becky's first floor apartment he realised that there was no going back, she had asked him to move in because of the new care she had to provide and if he told her that he made it up she would probably kick him out and end their relationship, but as he started lowering the boxes onto the floor in the main room of Becky's apartment he felt the familiar warmth as he peed into his diaper without any control at all.