What's wrong with you?

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Dear SA,

                What's wrong with you? Are you scared? Are you mad? Are you just pretending? Are you just sad over something that never happened? Or is there something else?

You don't know.

I don't know.

Coward.

Pathetic.

Ugly.

Disgusting.

Liar.

Weak.

You're weak, girl. There's no way you'd be able to stand up to anything. You do nothing about everything. You're worried yet you sit there screaming, crying and hurting and not get on with it. That's why I hate you. You're an undeserving petty little girl. You're supposed to be strong. You didn't turn out how I wanted you to.

Are my words painful? Do they sting? Have you heard them before? Don't lie. You know exactly how you feel about yourself. You insist on burying these thoughts until you fall back to the pit you were once in. Oh how I wish I could say this to your face, instead of this. 

There are enough people or friends around you, girl. Pushing them away are you? I notice you never look at them in the eye. Are you lying to them too? Do you even care? 

I know your wishes and fears, girl. Your dreams are the only thing keeping you sane, aren't they?

As much as I hate you, I can't help but feel sorry for someone as weak as you. 

I have wishes too. My wish for you is to wake up. 

~ S.

 

 

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This isn't  a second part to the story, just something I quickly came up with. It's not very long nor is it good, but meh XD

I decided that this uhh 'book' will be a collection of random one-shots :)

Enjoy.

 

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