I was nervous before the date, choosing what to wear was difficult plus without having my sister there wasn't making anything easier. Damn Templars and damn the Circle for existing but I don't have a choice which kills me inside but I guess I have deal with it for now.
I went with the white laced dress that compliment my light caramel skin plus it was soft to the touch. When Fenris came to my door to take me out I can tell he was amazed by my dress but he focus on my eyes and grabbed my hand to head out to forest where a nice spring was. It was beautiful, breath taking by first sight. When we arrive, he already set up a blanket with a basket full of food and of course wine. He lead me towards the little set up and sit me down, starting to fix me a little sandwich and a glass of wine. I thanked him when he handed me the food and ate it slowly. I didn't like when people watch me eat but he noticed.
"The sandwich not good?" he said with a sigh.
"No it just I'm very self conscious about people watching me eat. I'm sorry I didn't to mean to offend you, the sandwich is very delicious" I'm blushing so much. Oh god stop blushing Hawke, your embarrassing yourself.
"Era, Your beautiful in everything you do. Don't be embarrassed" He leaned in to kiss me on the cheek. I blush even more. I hurried up and finish the sandwich then took a drink of wine. I layed down on the blanket as did Fenris and looked at the sky together.
"This is perfect" I said.
"How is that?" He shifted to his side
"Well being here with you and just not worrying about anything is just what I needed for a long time" I was finally relaxed for once.
"I'm glad to help Hawke, seeing you down tears me apart and I never want to see you down like that again" He pulled me in for a long kiss then cuddles afterward.
I'm so lucky..
