I didn't understand why?
Did I do something wrong?
I just don't......
Laying on my bed, looking at my ceiling wondering what as been my hobby lately ever since..
Ever since he said he couldn't, he couldn't do this anymore. At first my heart stopped and the whole world stopped with it, I didn't understand why? what was wrong in our relationship that he didn't feel right? was it all the quest we would go on together and my live was on the line? I couldn't figure out anymore plus laying here isn't the solution either.
(knock at the door)
"Who is it?" I didn't really wanted to see or talk to anyone anymore
"How you holding up princess?" Varric, my adorable little dwarve. He came in my room with a smile and a plate of milk chocolates that he knew i loved so sweetly. "I brought you alittle present since princess is upset about the elf"
"I'm not upset" as I stuffed chocolate in my mouth. It taste so gooood.
"Oh princess you can't deceive me, I know what happened even if you haven't spoke a word of it, now eat this chocolate and talk to me. You haven't been out much since we finish the mission with Templar Cullen. Now spill it, princess." he looked deeply in my eyes waiting for my response.
I couldn't hold my emotions anymore "Varric, what was wrong with me? I don't know what happened? we were perfect and loved each other but he told me he couldn't anymore. That he remembers his memories from his past. I just..." I kept crying. Crying my heart, my soul, my everything hoping Fenris would come back and hold me one last time. Varric held me for hours on end telling me that I was the most prettiest,smartest woman in all of Thedas. i love Varric for counseling me and holding me for as long as I cried. But I didn't want him to spend all this time on me, he has the Hanged Man to run now and he can't make money off my tears but he said I should come out more. That all my friends missed me and want to hang with me more instead of sticking in my room waiting on another mission to come by. Maybe this is what I need because sitting here ain't gonna stop the pain and maybe Fenris can come back around.
"Era I have this for you" Varric pulled a piece of paper from his pocket.It was a letter from Anders.
(Dear Era,
I know what happened but you don't have to deal with this pain alone. Meet me at my clinic and we can catch up.
Love Anders)
Love Anders? Oh Anders such a gentleman. I'll go to him tomorrow but tonight I'll go to the
Hanged Man with Varric probably Isabella and Merrill are there. I can talk to them and maybe forget all of this. Hopefully..
