Just Friends

Chapter 1: Desperate fuck.

"Shove that big cock back inside my tight hole. Please." Danny, David or Daniel moaned as I did what he asked for. Didn't remember his name.

He wasn't as great as he made himself sound though. He made it sound like he could take me. Which he definitely couldn't. He whined at every thrust and it was starting to get annoying. I mean, if you can't take dick in your ass, but you ask for it, at least be able to suck cock amazingly to make up for that waisted energy of mine. But guess what. He couldn't do that either.

I was pretty desperate to fuck tonight. It had been 3 days without because I was sick and laid in bed with Noah all day. He spends most of the time at my place.

He doesn't like being alone in his big house.

Noah's parents are like the coolest ever, though. They let him do whatever he wants. When he wants. They even suggest that they leave for a weekend so he could have a party at their place. They are still gone almost every weekend but offering and allowing their son to throw a party seems more polite then leaving, doesn't it?

But that's not how Noah works. He doesn't throw parties.

He is quiet. Very quiet.

Around other people.

Around me? His best friend-

He let's out his cute dorky self that I have loved since pre school. As I said, he's quiet, shy, very inward.

He only goes to parties if I drag him and he doesn't drink. And if he does, it goes downhill afer like 2 beers. He's the one who always drives me home. He's always there for me. He's the only one who really cares about me.

Okay, you probably think I'm some popular secretly lonely kid who hates himself and shit.

Well I'm not.

If they say, they don't they're lying, and I'm not just saying that to boost my ego

Sometimes-

Sometimes I ask myself if that is it though, if I am happy, heck my life is a movie

I can get anyone anywhere at every time?

what if it wasn't like that though?

Would I like that? the challenge? 

Maybe I'd want someone to not want me? Or to not jump on my dick the second / say I'm horny. 

Maybe I'd want a real relationship. Maybe I'd want someone to want me for more than a fuck.

Maybe, that's the reason Noah and I have been best friends since like ever. Because he stands up to me. He doesn't do as I tell him to. And if he does, which he mostly does, it is because he wants too, because he's my best friend. Noah.He's different from everyone else. That's why I love him so much.