Connor Franta's Sister: A Life To Remember

A Weird Night

Well.... my hair is purple and blue.... it's been quite an interesting night.

"OMG I'm in love with it!" Joey said. I giggled.

"I know its awesome! What do you guys think? Leave a comment telling me," I spoke to the camera. The excitement filled my veins.

"Also check out Joey's video. We did a Popin Cookin video and it turned out... well you'll have to see in his video. Okay I love you all so much. Bye!" I said and turned off my camera.

I couldn't stop looking at my brand new hair color.

It was incredible and weird.

Connor hasn't seen it yet and I'm nervous as to what he might think of it.

"Connor come on in!" I called for him. We were at his house anyway.

He came in and gasped, then ran over and started petting my hair.

"You like?" I asked, giggling.

"Yeah! Omg this is so cool!" He exclaimed. I giggled even more, as did Joey.

Connor was like a boy just finding the best toy in the toy isle at Walmart.

"Thanks brother."

"Okay, listen, JC called and he wants to talk to you. He says it's urgent," Connor said, getting off topic. I nodded and stepped out of the room, took out my phone, and dialed JC's number.

"Hey JC what's up?" I asked when I heard him pick up the phone.

"Yeah, hey. Kian wants to talk to you but he says that you won't talk to him," JC said. I groaned.

"Okay, fine," I said, rolling my eyes.

"Hello? Chloe? Is that really you?" Kian asked. Hearing his voice made my heart cry and race faster then it ever has before.

"Yeah. Duh," My sassy side came out now.

"Oh thank god. Please, we need to talk, can we do so in person?" He asked.

"Sure, tomorrow?" I asked, lightening up a bit.

"Yeah that works!" My heart was breaking. Why did I start being mad at him in the first place?

I hung up the phone and kept asking myself ongoing questions.

He never did anything that I remember now did he?

Although he could've helped or prevented those events from occuring.

Oh yeah, the huge fight scene with Andrea on ur freaking first date and the fact that Kian just stood there, awkwardly, after Andrea pushed me to the ground. The one time a guy actually loves me, but I guess it was all a lie. He probably just wants to date me because his fans all love Connor and people ship Cian (me and Kian). Screw it, I hate him and myself for even getting into this mess in the first place.

The anger and sadness rose inside of me as I fell to my knees and cried into my hands.

I felt arms wrap around me.

"It's okay," It was Joey.

"What the hell is going on?" Connor came running into the room but stopped when he saw me sobbing on the floor.

I got up real quick and started pacing.

"God I hate him. I hate my self. I hate the world," I started whispering these rants. Meanwhile, a terrified Joey and sad Connor sat there, watching me like Kian did when Andrea ruined our first freaking date.

"What's going on?" I heard Joey whisper to Connor. By now I just wanted to scream but I have to find ways to hold all of that in, as impossible as that is.

"Kian!" I yelled.

"Oh..." Joey frowned at my outburst, which I felt extremely sorry for afterwards.

"Oh god I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to blurt that out. It just kind of happened out of anger and sadness," I apologized.

"It's okay," his face seemed to perk up a bit.

Later that night....

Connor and I were sitting on the couch, watching youtube on our television which Connor downloaded a few days ago.

Joey left after helping me calm down. He said he would text me later.

"I was almost surprised you didn't tell him," Connor started a conversation.

"I know but how would you react if you found out the girl you just met was bipolar. Does't seem very fair. Plus, I didn't want to scare him," I responded. Connor just sighed and looked down at his lap.

We were now watching Tyler and Connor's whisper challenge video, which cracks me up every time I see it.

That's when I got a text.

I read it:

Kian: hey, so should I come pick you up or are we going to meet somewhere?

Me: Um... we can meet somewhere. How about a Starbucks?

Kian: Okay! Thank you so much for agreeing to meet with me. We have to figure this all out and heal together.

Together is what killed me the most out of the entire message.

Me: yeah okay. 10 am?

Kian: anytime for you

I couldn't help but blush at his adorable comment.

Good answer, Kian.