Rovance

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This has a lot of angst and homophobic slurs

Vance's pov
I was with Robin in class Ive been pushing him away lately. I've been seeing a lot of people lately I've just been trying to find myself and try to leave my crush for Robin in the past and but back to what's happening right now. we were in class he was fidgeting with his pen I got him a pen for his birthday it has a medal part around it that spins around if you twist it with your thumb he has ADHD (head canon) so it helps him cause he used to get in trouble for messing around with his pencils I also got so he can stop picking at his skin he tends to pick at his lips knuckles or old scars from anything (me too rob me too 🧍‍♀️) today we had a sub so I was hoping nothing would go wrong it was math class so Robin was kinda doing his work "robin?" The sub said "yeah?" "Can you pay attention!" "I-I am" "no you aren't your playing with your pen." He says as he goes to grab it i stop him "he has ADHD so he fidgets with his pen most of the time" "excuses excuses excuses" robin stays quiet and just goes through the hole class he was picking at his lips I grabbed his hand and hold it he starts to move his thumb and fidget with my rings but i don't care I start turning red why? Cause robins been my crush since 6th grade and were in high school now but I can't have a crush on him anymore he's my best friend! The class ends and I give robin one of my ring "here" "huh oh I can't take your ring." He says declining my offer "no it's fine" I give it to him "thank you Vance." "Of course" I smile at him "im gonna go to the bathroom and I'll be right back see you at lunch?" "Yeah!" Lunch was right now I decide to wait for robin some kids walk in there but after a while I hear voices "what did I say about coming in this restroom your a freak not a boy" "sorry." "NO LISTEN HEAR YOUR JUST A NASTY FREAK" I hear something muffled and then "Hah look at him he's terrified." "Well what did we expect he's a fag." i come in to see what they were doing and one had a pocket knife in his hand and he held it on robin wrist "rob? Happening?!" "It's nothin." "Get the fuck out now." I tell the kids that we're talking to Robin they leave and then I ask Robin something "how long has this been going on?!" "Just since last school year.." "SINCE LAST SCHOOL YEAR?!" "Yeah" he says and he try's to walk past me to get out of the conversation but I stop him "hey why didn't you tell me?" "I'm not sure? Maybe it cause you've been to busy?" "With what?" "Don't play dumb." "I'm not!?" I say putting my hands up in the air "so tell me how I'm I too busy." "maybe its Jason,or maybe actually chase? Nah I think Parker actually it's probably max?" He was naming all the guys I was hanging out with a and dating "I've been trying to not care but when your In love with your best friend you can't help but get jealous when he gets with other guys." Robin says tearing up "wait rob-" "save it." He says sniffing and walking out the bathroom "shit." I mumbled to myself I walk after him I see him go to the other bathroom around the corner of our school I go to class feeling really bad and robin wasn't there this was my last class so i wait for the bell to ring and run out of there I see Robin walking home I catch up to him and see him looking pissed off "hey Robin.." "what." He says sternly "I- just wanted to say I'm sorry.." "ok well you did it." "No rob listen to me... please." He turns to look at me "what?" "I'm like really sorry I've liked you since 6th grade and I was trying to not think of you cause I thought you didn't like me back.." a pigment of pink starts to  crawl up his face  "you do..?" "of course I do." He says both nothing and hugs me "I love you Vance." "I love you too I always will.. I promise." He looks up at me and kisses me we go to my house where we sit on the couch and fall asleep tangled with each other.

Sorry this chapter is so short I went and got my eyes dilated at the eye doctor so everything I see is kind of weird and oddly bright but I'll post today again or tomorrow :)