everything changed that day

chapter 4

Nialls pov

"Don't Niall!" Ash says a little disappointed but I don't care! I wanna go home and cuddle with my brothers.

Louis's pov

I can think of 1 person who could have take him! "Shawn!" I yell. The lads look confused at me.

"He has this weird obsession with Ni! He always wants to know how he is and have you ever heard him talking about in his interviews! He once said he would do anything to protect the people he loves!" I explain. Yeah i keep an close eye on the people i don't trust.

I grab my phone and call him. "Hello with Shawns phone!" I can hear it is Ash. "Give me shawn now!" I yell.

"That didn't take long!" He says obviously walking away. "Give me back Niall!" I yell at him. I have him on speaker so everyone can hear him.

"I could but I won't! He is way to cute and he is my toy now!" Shawn says. I am gonna murder him! I see zayn tracking the phone call. "He doesn't know anything Shawn! Leave him out of this!" I warn him. "Good to know! I have to hang up now!" Before answering he hangs up.

"Anything found?" I ask. "To slow sorry," Zayn says. I make a fist out of my hands and punch a wall. "Do you think he will hurt Ni?" Liam asks he sounds even more worried then i am. Believe me it is a lot! "Maybe. Long as Ni just does what he says he won't,"

Nialls pov

Shawn comes back and smirks. "Come on love! We are gonna watch a movie and cuddle," he says with an even bigger smirk on his face. I stay where i am and I am not listening to him! He grabs a gun. "Listen you little shit you are either coming or you can't walk tomorrow or ever again!" I stand up and we go to his room.

"What movie do you wanna watch love?" He asks. "Would it matter?" I ask him annoyed. "Niall please tell me?" He asks again. "I am to tired for a stupid movie!" I tell him. I turn my back to him and he starts to cuddle me. I wish it was either my brothers or Liam. They cuddle the best.

"That is okay too!" He gives me a soft kiss in my neck but I ignore him. I wanna go home and never see these guys again! Never! I am wearing Liams shirt so it gives me a little comfort. Liam understands me like no one else. Liam is always there for me and the lads always protect me.

Shawn is just scary and i don't want him! I feel tears running down my face but Shawn won't notice i hope. "Niall i know you're mad at me but it is for your own good," he whispers but i just pretend to be asleep. "Sweet dreams love," he says and kisses me one more time.

Why me? Out of all the band members why me? What do i have? What do i have what the others don't? I mean look at me! I am not as hot as Liam, I don't have that beautiful hair like Haz, I am not as brave as Lou and I definitely am not as protective as Z. I am nothing! I don't have use in the band.

I look behind me and Shawn is asleep. I get out the bed and go to the bathroom. I lock the door. I look for something sharp or painful. I find a pocket knife and cut my hand with it. I hear a knock and i look up.

"Hurry up i need to pee!" I hear a voice saying. I clean the knife and grab something for my hand. I open the door and see Michael. "What the hell are you doing?!" He asks. "I needed to use the toilet," I lie. He grabs my neck and it hurts.

"Shawn! I got a little something!" He says angrily. Shawn wakes up and looks at me. "Where were you?" He asks sitting up. "I needed to use the toilet," I lie again. Louis taught me to lie to people. "We can't get mad at you for that. Next time just wake me up!" Shawn says. Michael grabs my hand where I cut myself.

"You didn't need to. You just wanted to hurt yourself," he says. He throws me on the bed and walks out. Shawn looks at me and gets out the bed. He locks the door so i can't leave and I see the window. I run to it and try to open it but the door opens again. Shawn is back with a first aid kit.

"Nialler i locked that window you can't leave!" He says. He makes me sit next to him and stitches the wound. He put something else over it. He grabs something and makes my hand stuck against the bed again. "At least i know you won't leave!"
He cuddles me again and i fall asleep.