It turns out we weren't going to work after all. Liam had a not-so-secret call with Simon. He was whispering and kept looking at me. Hm. I wonder what they were talking about. I guess he gave us the day off. We were currently sitting in a booth at Nandos. All of the boys were being overly nice and careful, doing whatever I wanted. Except all I wanted to do was runaway. They took me to all of my old favorite places, ending with Nandos, of course. Our waitress walked up and all of the boys sat up a little taller in their seats. I'll admit she was fit.
"Hello! I'm Kendall and I'll be serving you today!"
She smiled at all of us, showing a dimple in her left cheek. The boys all looked like they were going to explode. Hey. Maybe she can be a new girlfriend. (So Kendall is @Hazzas_Summer_Love! Her entry was brilliant and I couldn't let such a gorgeous and perfect girl slip out of my hands! So she's going to another one of the boys girlffriend. Keep an eye out for my other contest girls! ;) )
"And what can I get you?"
She asks for my order.
"Nothing please. Thank you."
She nods and all of the boys' eyes go wide. They all start whispering between one another, once again leaving me as an awkward one sitting there. I take a sip of my water to help entertain myself.
Kendall is soon back with plates of food. Man. That was really fast! It only took her like 2 minutes! I look at my watch and squint my eyes to make sure I'm seeing that right. Did I really just zone out for 25 minutes?? I need to stop doing this. Well I guess I'm going to. I smile to myself at the thought. Tonight. Tonight I will finally be free.
~*~*~THAT NIGHT (2am ish)~*~*~
I love you. All of you. I always will. Never forget that.
Nialler. Your little irish eating machine.
I put the pen down and smile. I watch a tear fall onto the note, just now realizing I was even crying. It's okay though. It will be better this way. Hopefully, where ever I end up when I leave, I can still watch over them. I do a once over the room to make sure everything looks how it should. I nod to myself and walk over to the window. With one last smile, I climb out the window. Holy Shiz. Its cold. I tighten my jacket around me. I decided that I couldn't cause the boys to suffer any more than necessary. This was to help me, not hurt them. I wanted to make this as easy as possible for them, painless. I wouldn't let one of them find me. That's just cruel. So I hope they find the note and give up, assume I'm already gone. I pull out a pen, still walking, and start writing on my wrist.
"free at last"
Well more like
"free a-"
because just then, I bumped into something and fell to the ground with a thud.
"ouch"
I look up to see what I hit when I see the most beautiful girl I ever have in my life. She looks a little startled by the sudden impact. I feel like I should say something, help her up even, but I can't move. I'm too entranced in this amazing creature before me. Is this real? Or did I actually die already and she's an angel? She sure looks like an angel. Her eyes meet mine and I can't hide the sudden gasp that falls from my lips. She had these beautiful light blue eyes. They weren't mixed colors or multiple shades. Just one solid, sky blue. Almost too perfect to be real. She blushed at the eye contact bringing my attention towards her whole face, not just her eyes.
Wow. Just wow.
She had very light blonde hair that fell all around her hiding her face. She acted almost as if it was her shield. She breaks the state by standing up and apologizing. I'm still speechless, watching the perfection that is currently in front of me. She's wearing simple sweats with a t-shirt that says "kiss me. Today I'm irish" I don't know why but that woke me up a little.
"no, love. It was all my fault."
A pink hue lights her cheeks, causing me to study her face once more. She had a little button nose that made her look like a small child. I still can't get over her eyes. Whenever I look into them I feel like everything will be okay and I like it. I just want to keep feeling this, keep looking into her eyes.
"So where were you headed in such a hurry?"
Her voice is soft and light much as I imagined it to be. Her question, however, reminds me of my original task, the gnawing in my stomach getting worse. I cant help but think if the knife, just sitting there in my bag and I feel so torn and unsure what to do. Yet when I look into her eyes once more the answer is clear. It doesn't matter where I was planning on going because now I'm going home.
AUTHORS NOTEEEE
Hey guys! so as I said before contest winnersssss. Haha congrats guys! So it's like 4 and I'm so tired and have no idea what I'm saying anymore so imma go. 5 votes and 10 comments for an update!!
~Theresa
