The World In Our Hands (Sherlolly/John Mary)

I must go (Chapter 17)

MOLLY
As I walked in to the room Sherlock was asleep with the unfamiliar child. It look oddly like him John said she did but I had to see for myself. As I stand her looking at him cradling that baby I decided its time to go stay with my aunt.

"Sherlock?" I whispered.

"Hmm?" He mumbled awake.

"I... I think... Hamish and I...should go to my aunts...we should.... Take a break...." As I said this I started to cry.

Sherlock stood up slowly and put the baby in the empty crib and stood in front of me looking down into my eyes. I started to cry once again. He wrapped his arms tightly around me. I grabbed his shirt tightly and cried about everything. I didn't ever want to let him go but I need to get myself and my son safe.

"Molly you know I can't let you do that?" He said it with fear know he has to. "I can't let you leave again." I said nothing but I just looked at him, his eyes glazed over. "Please?" He croaked. He eyes filled more with every blink. I cried more.

"Sherlock, I can't... You have way to much going on right now..."

"Please? Molls... Please don't leave me." He started to look more and more like a child and my heart broke more. I pulled out of his slowly loosening grip. I went to the crib with Hamish and William and looked at them concentrating on not crying again.

Sherlock was quiet and when I turned around be was standing there with blood shot eyes tears running down his cheek.

"Sherlock I have too."

"No you don't... You don't have too."

"But I do I really do...and you know that..."

"Please... I...." He dropped to the floor on his knees

"Sherlock... Please....I can't..."

"Please...Molly... Please..." He grabbed my hands, he sniffed again.

"I... Can't..." I pulled my hands out of his.

When he saw my face and how serious I was, I saw the panic rise in his face even more he look as white as I ghost with blood shot eyes. He quickly started to pay the pockets of his pants and I saw some relief wash over his face he then got on to one knee. He looked up at me wiped his face and took a deep breath.

"Molly please I am begging you please stay with me." He pulled out a little black leather box. "Will you stay with me for the rest of my life?" He opened the little, it had a simple little silver ring with a nice size diamond on it. "Please I won't ask anything more of you if you just say -"

"YES... Yes I will I will!" I cried.

"Oh thank you!"

He placed the ring on my finger it fit perfectly. He sighed and then smiled still with blood shot eyes.

"I was going to ask the other night but couldn't... So I was going to wait and take you out to a nice dinner...but I thought I was going to loose you again." He looked so happy but he still has to figure whose done all this, and I have to get Hamish and I safe.

"Sherlock..."

"Yes dear?"

"You know I have to leave though... Right?"

"No you don't!"

"But I do I really really do..." His smile was now gone. "You have a lot to figure out and now that there are two baby's and I can't handle it all neither can you."

"So we are keeping the baby?"

"Yes... I don't know if she is yours or who she belonged to ,but we are getting a DNA test and keeping her because she doesn't deserve to have to live with the god awful person who ditched her."

"Okay... You are okay with that?"

"Yes, Sherlock of course I am, we will raise her as our own. But we have too find her a name because we just can't keep calling her "her"."

"But I like the name "her"." He smirked. I rolled my eyes.