Your mind being awake but your body being asleep is the most infuriating thing to exist. It's a constant thing that happens to me and it in fact was happening to me right now. It was Saturday so no reason to force my body to get up, I never get any sleep anymore I swear i'm turning into a insomniac.Suddenly my door opened, it was opened very gently and quietly I assumed it was my mom because no one else in this house would even consider being careful to not wake me. Although my mother was in my room I still decided to keep my eyes closed I just didn't feel like opening them.
Then unexpectedly I got a terrible, sudden, agonizing sharp pain in my lower abdomen-in other words a period cramp. It caused me to squirm a little in my bed and when the pain didn't go away I curled into a ball and held my stomach in pain.
"Fuck my life." I muttered into my blanket not realizing my mother was still in my room.
"Good morning y/n I see your in a good mood." My mom said in a sarcastic tone it made me jump a bit hearing her voice, usually I could just tell when my mom was near but for some reason she was so quiet I guess she really didn't want to wake me.
"Oh your still in here." I said in a low voice as I kicked off my blankets in irritation now of course I wasn't irritated that my mother was in the room I was annoyed because my stomach felt like it was being stabbed a million times over and over again.
"So you were awake that whole time?" she questioned I could just tell she was raising her brow at me so I turned to look at her, my eyes met with hers, I was indeed correct my mom was raising a brow at me. I gave her a awkward smile before finally accepting the fact I won't be going back to sleep so I sat up coming face to face with her. Now that I was looking right at her I was able see how sickly she really looked.
My mom has breast cancer she's had it for as long as I can remember, even though the cancer is eating her away slowly she never acted like she was actually sick. I think it's a act she puts on for me and my siblings, she doesn't want us to see her weak. Yeah she might be sick but there's no way she's gonna die there absolutely no way.
"I need Motrin." I announced as I jumped out of my bed and lazily stumbled out my room to the closet that sat in my hallway, my mom followed closely behind and as I was rummaging through the bins in my closet I felt two hands gently lay on my shoulders.
"N/n sorry to break it to you but we're out of motrin your dad went to the store though if you call him right now you can tell him to get some." she explained causing my body to turn sluggish. I sighed before lazily shutting the door and turning to face my mom.
"i'd rather drink a bucket of acid then talk to him right now." I exaggerated giving my mom a straight face, I hated my dad I never got a long with him ever. He's always fighting with my mom and he's the most selfish person i've ever met.
"And you think I wanna talk to him anymore then you do?" my mom asked giving me a stern look. Not many people enjoy talking to my father
,to be honest he's just a miserable person."Okok I will call him." I consented as I scurried back to my room where I saw my phone on the charger laying face down on my night stand. I picked it up typed in my password and scanned for the phone app once my eyes spotted it I quickly tapped it then I tapped my dads contact.
The phone rang for a good 30 seconds before he finally picked up, ugh I dreaded talking to him.
"what!" he answered in a miserable tone causing me to roll my eyes.
"did you leave the store yet?"I questioned as I began to play with my hair out of boredom.
"No but I'm about to WHY?" he answered in a hostile manner.
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•Trapped In Kimetsu No Yaiba•
Fanfictiony/ns life isn't the best as an escape she reads the manga demon slayer and dreams to be in that world. Why would anyone dream to be in demon slayer? she asks herself the very same question, it's a traumatizing place where she can be eaten and even t...