Why save me styles? (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Why do this to me!?

A big Thank you to all the readers!!!!!!!
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I could hear the door sliding across and the sound of someone climbing.
"Why are you even bothering going up there nobody's there it's fucking 3-4 in the morning man!" Niall shouted.
"Shut the fuck up I heard something!" I began to get scared, really scared, if he found me what would he do? What would he do to Me? Even worse what would he do to Niall? I move closer to the wall and lightly moved the boxes to cover me so if he looked he wouldn't be able to see me. I could see his footsteps getting closer towards the bed, he looked everywhere just not under the bed.
"Where the fuck is she?" I heard him whisper to himself "fuck it I'll ring her" I began to shit myself because my phone was on loud I reached in my pocket and got my phone out I put it on silent and then Harry rang me straight after, i answered it but put myself on mute, he got up and said my name loads, he jumped down from the loft and I could hear him running down the stairs, I got out opened the window and climbed on the tree and I went inside her tree house.
"Hey sorry Harry I had to put you on mute until I got outside"
"Where the fuck Are you!"
"Woah I'm round Beccas alright!"
"Oh well I'm coming to pick you up"
"Don't you dare"
"Why the fuck Not"
"she's been crying and she's really upset so I'm going to crash here"
"But I need to see you"
"Well meet me at the park"
"Ok we really need to talk" he put the phone down on me and I waited till I seen Harry walk out from kristens before I started walking.
"I'll be fucking back"
"Where you going?"
"Going to fucking meet Kerri" he slammed the door shut and walked off towards the park, I climbed back into the window jumped down from the attic and went downstairs.
"Kerri he said he's going to meet you??" Louis said
"Yeah I am, I'll have too there's nothing I can do, I'll be back here I promise you, where's kristen?"
"She's outside probably having a joint" I walked outside and sat next to her
"You wanna bit?" I took it off her and had some.
"Cheers, I'm going to see Harry then I'm coming back okay he just thinks I'm round Beccas"
"You better go quick" I stood up and walked inside.
"Your jumper is here" Zayn told me I looked at Niall straight away
"Oh okay thank you" I put it on and it smelt like green but what can I do lol. I walked outside and went to go and meet Harry. I just got to the park and I could see Harry in front on the bench, I walked up to him and sat next to him he looked so mad at me.
"What the fuck is that smell?" He said and came closer to me "is that green?"
"She doesn't do green"
"Because you haven't been round Beccas have you?"
"Yes I have for fuck sake Harry! This is your jumper so you've been hanging around with someone who does green, not me" he flashed his phone light in my eyes.
"That's why you look high as fuck"
"It was one off okay I didn't mean too I thought it was-" he shut me up by kissing me.
"I don't care if you tried it kerri I was just scared that you weren't lying next to me, you didn't leave me a note or anything kerri? I thought you where kidnapped until I walked downstairs and seen covers, who where they for?"
"Well they where for the boys, they where arseholed and I told them they could crash but then I had to go to Beccas and I didn't want them knowing about what we did okay so I told them to leave I haven't seen them since I don't even know where they are maybe I should look for them and bring them back" I went to walk off but Harry grabbed my wrist and I flinched.
"No you will not"
"Harry let go of me"
"No I know kerri you where round kristens I know you where"
"What whos-" he held tighter on my wrist. "If I tell you the truth will you let go of me?"
"Yes"
"Fine I was"
"Why?"
"I don't know why I've told you the truth now let me go!"
"I'm not even hurting you or grabbing you tightly!"
"It's not the point Harry please let go of me" it started raining and pissing it down, I felt like I was in the rainforest, he let go of me and I fell on the floor and cried.
"We obviously can't be together you can't even tell me where you go, you left in the middle of the night kerri and god knows what you could've done! I was worried about you"
"You where worried about me Harry!!" I shouted and stood up "you don't care about anyone! Your nothing but a player! And who is mellisa! Who the fuck is she?"
"Mellisa? How do you-"
"I heard you dumb ass! Who the fuck is she?"
"She...she has nothing to do with you leave it." He went to walk off but I was still shouting at him in tears.
"Just fucking tell me who she is! I don't care if you had gone out with her we aren't together exactly anymore are we?"
"No we aren't so I shouldn't have to tell you anything, I'm going home kerri talk to me when your not fucking high"
"High? Your telling me you've never tried one before!"
"I've tried one before yeah"
"Well what's wrong with me trying one??"
"It's different kerri I don't want to see you hurt!"
"You don't want too see me hurt? Well you do every singe day when I come to school because I don't exactly have friends"
"Not anymore you don't maybe you shouldn't of been such a Fucking slut and kept to being the popular pretty girl getting her grades, but no you turned into someone everyone was waiting for you to be, a fucking whore" my heart dropped to my feet, and all of a sudden my tears stopped running down my cheeks. I couldn't even look at him I stood there in silence.
"you know what" i said Just so he could hear me. "I thought you where different from everyone else, I thought maybe kerri has finally found someone who doesn't cheat and call her a whore or a slut someone who thinks differently about her, but guess she was wrong." He tried to apologise but I didn't listen, I just sat down on the bench.
"Kerri listen-"
"No, have your fucking jumper back" I took it off and shot it at him, it was so cold and really wet.
"Kerri get it back on!"
"No fucking leave me!!!!" I screamed in tears and ran away somewhere nobody could find me, somewhere I was alone. I ran so fast until I stopped because I couldn't breathe. I looked behind me to see he wasn't following me, lucky he never and he was no where to be seen, I walked through the busy town and went into the coffee shop to get some coffee to warm me up a little bit as I only had a vest on with leggings. I bought my coffee then sat down in the corner next to the window, watching the rain pour down. I got a text but I didn't dare look at it, but I felt if I didn't I would regret it. I opened the message and it was from Harry.
"I'm at yours come home kerri, I'm sorry. It's raining you have no coat your going to catch something. Come home and we will talk, I'm worried" worried hahahaha he always made me laugh. I decided to text back being a bitch.
"Oh yeah your worried? Your sorry? Your full of lies. And what do u care if I catch summit? Wait Cos you don't." I locked my phone and just put it on the table. I took a drink of my coffee and just looked out the window, I don't want to be here anymore I'm sick of all the pain. I drank the rest of my coffee then ran to the old shut down building, I went inside then ran up the stairs to the top of the building on the roof where nobody could see me or hear me. I sat down on the edge and looked down, it made me cry so much. I got a phone call of Niall but I just ignored it, I stood up and threw my phone to the other side of the building and took all my bracelets off and threw them too, I looked at my wrist and held it there.
Goodbye.
I pushed myself of the building but someone grabbed my arm and yanked me back I turned around in fear and shock.
"Niall?"
"What where you thinking!"
"I don't know, don't shout at me"
"I'm not going to kerri why couldn't you just tell someone about how you where feeling?" I hid my arm behind my back so he couldn't see my scars.
"Someone?" I basically laughed in tears "I couldn't or cannot talk to anyone don't you understand! Who is there to talk to and I'm not fucking talking to some council who gives away anti depressants cause they help"
"How do you know that they don't help you they might, give it a try"
"No I've done it before I'm not falling for that again"
"What?"
"I'm going home"
"Kerri I can't let you be alone at a time like this knowing the next Time I wake up your not going to be here to cheer me up or even get smashed with me"
"I will be"
"come back to mine, we can talk all night if it helps you"
"Niall-"
"That's it your coming to mine" he grabbed my wrist from behind my back to pull me away but he felt something on my wrist so he pulled it towards him and looked at it.
"I know what your thinking-"
"Shhhhh it's going to be okay" he hugged me really tight he took of his jacket and put it around me, he walked me out the building towards his car
"How did you find me"
"Well your Facebook location tells me" I laughed at him.
"Wait whose that in your car?" He doesn't dare look into the car. "Niall is that Harry!" He looks too his feet.
"Yeah it is I'll get him out Ok" I nodded I hid my arms in nialls jacket. Niall walks over and Gets Harry out of the car and then talks with him for a bit then Harry walks away, Niall nodded for me to walk over and get into the car. I sit in the front and it was silent till we got to his.
"My parents might be home, can't wait till I move in my new place it's dreadful here"
"Yano you can stay at my place I have like 5 floors, you could have like two for yourself and do whatever the fuck you want" he laughed
"Really?"
"Yeah sure" he thanked me and we got out of the car, we walked in and his mam and dad where sat laughing with a couple of people.
"Niall! Everybody meet Niall this is my son" he shook hands with some people and then I got introduced.
"This is Kerri mam, dad you know her right"
"Yes! Oh lord I remember! How could I forget! Oh I'm sorry I shouldn't of said that.. Dan, Isobel, this is Kerri nialls girlfriend" I looked at Niall like in a what face.
"Mam sorry to interrupt but can I talk to you in the kitchen"
"Yes dear go ahead and I'll meet you in there" Niall took me upstairs into the kitchen its all organised this way, i sat up on the counter and Niall offered me a bottle off water, he shot it at me and I actually caught it. Ha first time. His mam came in and sighed
"Thank god they are going soon!!" She laughed and I joined with her. "So so so so so so soooooo Niall what do yah want" I loved nialls mam already she was a very cool mam.
"Actually can I talk to you in the other room"
"Yes dear, erm Kerri, can you do me a favour and pour these glasses full of this erm oh..maybe not doesn't matter bad idea"
"Hey I'll do anything you want me too"
"Are you sure you can do this?" She seemed worried.
"Mam she'll be fine come in ere!" She went into the other room with Niall and I filled up all the glasses and went downstairs with them.
"Oh here's your wine"
"Thank you Kerri!" Nialls dad took them off my hands.
"Do you care for-" he stopped himself. "Erm Kerri I think nialls shouting you" I nodded and went back up the stairs, very confused. Niall was stood waiting for me, "c'mon lets get talking huh I'm sure us both have a lot to say" I nodded and he took me up into the fire room with like loads of covers and pillows on the floor infront of the fire. We both got cosy and sat down in front of the fire,
"I know I have loads to explain" I spoke nearly crying.
"Just tell me everything from the beginning I promise I won't tell a soul" I nodded I knew he wouldn't. I can trust him I know I can.