Why save me styles? (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Messed up

I don't know what Miley is doing on that photo but that's what she goes out in with a black jacket.
Thank you!
I stood so silently covering my mouth with my hands, as I could hear the footsteps getting closer and louder. I wondered who it was I think it was Harry or Niall but I wasn't sure. I then heard the footsteps change direction and relief passed through my body, I then ran as fast as I could outside the building and walked home, walking burned off calories so I don't mind walking especially after what happened today. I want a Starbucks and thought I would pop in for a cup of coffee to warm my body up,I paid for my coffee and then went outside and began walking again, as I was walking, a black car began driving slowly next to me and then stopped I looked inside the car and the man inside had such a familiar  face, I just couldn't get the name, the door then opened for me to get in and when he spoke I finally realised who it was. He was such an old friend, or would I call him a 'friend', he used too deal me some drugs a lot of the time and today just felt like I needed some drugs in me, I know if I got in the car he would take me to my place and let me get changed then take me to a party and I would have such a good time like the old days, I would get high and wasted can usually make out with some guys I didn't care, I really didn't care, and today I don't actually care.
"Hey old friend, looking for a real good time? You look so depressed " Jamie laughed and I joined in "come on there's a party on tonight come with us away!" I don't know if I should of but I got into his car and he drove me home so I can get changed. They all came in and waited till I finish getting ready, tonight I have to look really good as it's been awhile and it needs to be a good one!! I got changed as fast as I could as they where waiting on me, I crimped my hair and put on my makeup then put on my anklet and my plain black heels. I put on a couple of bracelets and a nice ring then walked into the living room.
"Fuck I couldn't remember you could dress this hot now I fucking remember!" Jamie laughed but they all where shocked too.
"Away lets go I'm ready for a party!" I shouted to stop them from staring at me. They all stood up and then we moved out into his car, I sat in the front blasting the tunes getting in the mood.
"Have you ate anything?"
"No not in like 3 days why?"
"Drink this water then you'll really need it if we are popping some pills and drinking, God knows what else we will take" he reached behind me and handed me some smart water.
"Smart water huh"
"Yeah Gowan" I drank half of it so it would satisfy him.
"Isn't it a bit early to party?"
"Kerri are you saying this to me? We used to party till 9 in the morning till 7 in the morning!! It's later than we usually party at" I laughed at him, I forgot how funny he was.
"Is that it, over there?" I pointed at a house full of crowded people.
"Yeah it is, there will me some people you will remember from the old times and there will be people you don't know they are newish too you but they will all welcome you back home because everyone knows about you they don't stop talking about you, so don't worry about them cause I know what your like!"
"Thank you for that" I laughed a little. We all got out of the car and his mate Ben stopped me before we walked over,
"Hi I'm Ben and I think your really pretty"
"Aw thank you!"
"If you need someone to talk to in there and get away from those perverts in there I'm here for you"
"Thank you I will come and talk to you" I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. We walked inside the crowded house and went straight in for the kitchen to get some drinks, Jamie handed me one and I downed it straight away.
Jamie started laughing,
"What you laughing at you?" He made me laugh, he walked slowly with a smirk on his face, he put his arm around me with his hand on my bum, and whispered in my ear.
"Just put some ecstasy in your drink to get you going baby" he then pinched my bum and he made me laugh, he walked off leaving me speechless and turned to give me a cheeky smirk, he just made me laugh more. When he left I just realised hahaha I've just took some ecstasy without realising. I got another drink and downed it again, I put the cup on the side and then went looking for Jamie. I felt the drugs kicking in straight away, I've went a bit dizzy. I walked over to the couches and there he was with some girls who I faintly remember and a group of lads, Jamie seen me coming and he stood up.
"Looking sexy baby"
"Oh Jamie stop taking the piss" he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to where he was sat and told me to sit on his knee so I did and he introduced me to everybody some of them I already did knew some of them I didn't at all, we where all sat talking for hours and I was still sat on his lap and his hands where on my waist, they never moved, you swung me around so my face facing him and he was staring at my lips for ages.
"i've been wanting to do this since I saw you" he kissed me on my lips and we were making out for a good 10 minutes, I think it's the drugs to be fair.
"Come on let's go and dance" I lead him to the dance floor and started grinding on him, he loved it obviously. I don't know why but I was in the mood to have a big joint! I told him I was going for a drink as I am all dried up, I went into the kitchen and got another drink I took this one slow as I've had so many already, and walked outside I sat down on the patio on the other side of the garden, and they had separate tunes to the ones in the house, there was a sad song on, Sam smith- lay me down, it so reminded me of Harry, fuck why do I miss him? He's a dick but I love him urgh this might be the ecstasy talking.
"Hey, are you kerri?" This tall thin good looking guy asked me, ooooft id have him.
"Hi and yeah I am and you are?" I stood up.
"Oh hi I'm Danny"
"Hi Danny nice to meet you" I shook his hand and sat back down,
"May I join you?"
"Yeah if you want too" he sat down next to me and there was an awkward silence.
"erm, you don't have like a joint or something on you do you?" I asked really awkwardly.
"Yeah I have 2 for matter of fact, he handed me a already rolled up joint and he lit it for me and handed it to me, I exhaled the smoke back in my mouth and I just felt relaxed, I blew it out and it felt so good haven't done it in ages. Once I was finished I stumped it into the ground and then felt kinda flirty.
"Hey Danny"
"Yeah" he said whilst he blew smoke out.
"Your really cute do you know that?"
"Oh thank you but really you shouldn't be-"
"Ohhhh do you have a girlfriend??"
"Nooo I'm y-"
"So you don't have a girlfriend hmmm"
"I'm-"
"Gay?"
"Noo!!" We both laughed "listen I'm you-" I crashed my lips against his and then I climbed on top of him and started fiddling with his shirt so make him horny and make him want it.
"Wait" I had my legs either side of him and I just pulled back and sat next to him
"What?"
"I can't do this your-"
"Oh my god so typical fucking hell actually can't have a decent guy around here!" I stood up and picked up my shoes and jacket that I took off and walked back in the house but put my shoes on before, and left him sitting lonely like a prick cause that's what he is. What is wrong with me!!
I found one of these lasses think she is called jessie I met her earlier and got smashed with her.
*2 hours later*
I was sat with Jessie on the bathroom floor, and we both where absolutely mortal, we where singing to this song that was playing outside and smoking some green, I am fucking smashed and high out of me head mate.
"5 more hours were just getting started" we sang so loud, two fit lads came in and seen us on the floor and we where half naked cause I didn't have my jacket on, and her dress was so high and her tits are huge, they picked us up and took us upstairs, i tried getting out of his arms but he wouldn't let go of me, I tried screaming but my voice was pretty dry from those shots we did, i went to go and burn him with the fag in my hand but he took it off me and shoved it in his mouth. I gave up, he might be trying to help me, we where going towards the bedroom he might be putting me down to sleep or something.
"In here!" The bloke said to the other man who was holding Jessie. He then followed them into the room and placed us down on the bed, the one holding me went and locked the door.
"What's your name pretty?" He said to me as he walked over.
"Kerri why"
"I'm-" the other one stopped him.
"You dick don't tell her your name, if she reports us she knows our names!"
"Shit yeah, but you ain't going to report us are you?"
"Report you for what?"
"Exactly you'll have some fun" he started stripping off my clothes but I was trying to stop him.
"Stop please you don't have to do this your better than this come on!" I tried stopping him.
"No you've been flirting with everyone but us, you seriously have it coming to you! The way your looking sexy as fuck and walking around with that peachy fucking arse! I just want to fuck it!" He turned me around and I passed out.
*Jamie's POV*
"Hey have you seen Kerri?" I asked everyone but nobody could seem to find her. Someone grabbed my arm and it was some bloke.
"What do you want" I snapped at him
"Your looking for Kerri right?"
"Yeh who are you how do you even know Kerri?"
"Mate she's my sister and she doesn't even know it"
"What??"
"I'm her brother I flew down here cause I'm going to her school and permanently living here and obviously to meet my little sister I didn't know I had, anyway I'm really worried about her, she went in the toilets with my best friend Jessie and they both got took upstairs by these lads"
"You fucking what! HURRY UP NOW" we both legged it through the crowded house and up the stairs to find them. As we got to the stairs, Luke Callum, and Michael stopped us.
"Ow son, who's this?" Louis said
"Hi erm haven't got time need to go and basically save Kerri and Jessie, this is kerris brother"
"Woah Jessie's my sister, what's happening?" Michael said
"Think they are going to get raped man" they started checking all the rooms upstairs. This one was locked, she's deffos in there.
"Help!" I heard Jessie shout and then I heard her scream a little cause she got slapped. we all booted the door down and rushed in
"GET THE FUCK OFF HER!!!" I shouted and punched this lad in the face and they ran off, I looked at Kerri and she was passed out on the bed with only her bra and knickers on, and Jessie was still awake but she was crying so bad. I gave Kerri a drink of water and then she suddenly woke up but she started chocking on the water.
"Kerri what happened" I said to her hoping she remembered.
"I don't have a fucking clue" she laughed but I don't think she honestly knew what happened, she's still high as a kite.
"Jess what happened???" Michael asked her as she sobbed in his arms.
"They they" she cried more "raped us " she cried even more.
"Omg I've been raped" Kerri said, and she cried, Michael took Jessie out of the room and into his car to take her home. It was just me Danny Luke and Callum there and Ashton came in later after been told off Michael what happened.
She stood up and she realised she was practically naked, and she started laughing but crying. She put on her clothes and she sat back on the bed and put her head on her knees and her arms wrapped around them and started crying.
"I hate myself!"
"Why Kerri?" I asked wanting the truth out of her because I've seen those cuts on her arms i was just too scared to mention anything.
"I've tried so so hard so hard so so sooo hard to stop like I've tried so hard and people never listen to me, I want Harry back is that so much to ask for?"
"Harry who?"
"Harry, Harry, styles beautiful Harry styles, he doesn't want to be with me he hates me jamie, now he knows he probably thinks I'm so weak and I feel like, I want Harry okay"
"Kerri baby, your okay, why would he think your weak?"
"Because he knows I cut and like" she started numbing
"Kerri, shhh, your okay baby come on" I hugged her so tight, no wonder she's on these drugs and she never eats, she's depressed cause Harry left her, but why the fuck would he leave her?
"I want Harry back I really do" she cried in my arms.
"Hey, Danny, ring Harry of my phone tell him your kerris brother and just explain that we need him down here now it's really important something has happened with Kerri and he'll soon run down" I couldn't believe she was seeing Harry if he finds out she's been raped mate he'll rip his fucking head off, but I'm really fuming with him that's it bro.
"Harry's on is way" Danny whispered and I nodded.
"Jamie, your like a brother ive never had Yano, like if I had a brother i swear I would spoil him no matter how old he is, and you are my brother and youuuu your my brother" she grabbed hold of Danny but I honestly don't think that she knows he is.
"Jamie, "Kerri stood up, "I really want Harry back but he thinks I'm a sla- woah i feel so dizzy like-" and she fell onto the floor, she had so much shit in her system I'm not surprised that she's just passed out. I picked her up and put her on the bed and wrapped my jacket around her.
"Right listen luke Callum Ashton and Danny, this ain't going out anywhere okay, your not going to tell anyone what you've just seen this ain't happening and if I find out you do your head is going fucking up each others arsehole you hear me!" I was so furious like urgh more mad at harry speaking of him, he walked in with Niall and Louis.
"What the fucks happening!!" Harry shouted, "why the fuck is she here?? With you??"
"Harry I'm going to rip your fucking head off!" I shouted at him as he walked in, I walked over and went to go and punch him but they all kept us away from each other.
"What the fuck have I done? Your here at this stupid party getting shit faced with Kerri and its all of s sudden my fucking fault!?"
"Yeah you fucking wrecked her Harry!!! You wrecked her! You've destroyed her, she's here doing so many different drugs getting mortal and "shit faced" just to forget you! Tell me what the fuck you've done to her!!"
"What I've done to her?? She fucking lied to me to hang around a druggy and she got off with my fucking ex best mate fucking this rat and she doesn't even know I know!!" He pointed at Niall.
"SHE FUCKING DOES DRUGS TO SUFFER THE PAIN!" I shouted at him "and he would treat her way better than you ever would! She cuts because off people like you Harry, but Yano what's really funny? she still fucking loves you" he stayed quiet as soon as I said that. Yeah hope that made him think. He watched as she laid there wrecked and heartbroken cause of that bastard, I never felt so angry in my life.
"She was crying for you, mate wait till she wakes up" Luke said and he looked down to his feet then put his hands through his hair.
"should he even be here when she wakes up?" Louis asked
"Well yeah, shows dunnit that he cares if he does at all" Kerri moved on the bed and we all just tuned to her.
"Oh and another thing I forgot to mention. She fucking got raped" I shouted in his face and his head just shot up so furious
"By who! By who!!!!!"
"The twins" they are going to get bashed in those kids "they raped Jessie anorl"
"Not Jessie! Fuck why them two! I'll rip their heads off I fucking will!"