Why save me styles? (Harry Styles fanfiction)

I told him everything, look how it ended up

Yeah I've changed the character Megan fox was better. Thank you for reading! This is obviously my first fanfic so let me know how it is, watch that video, it really makes you think doesn't it, be careful what your saying to other people because you don't know what they are doing to themselves behind closed doors. This story is a lesson. Think about it.

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"It all started when I was 12 I never had many friends, like now, but this was worse. I Got called fat and a pig and people used to shot food at me and tell me too eat it off the floor, I used to get hit and punched, so my mam switched my schools and sent me to this one, I lost loads of weight cause I wasn't eating, I had got a eating disorder, and I was cutting myself, nobody knew this except from tom and he was the one who helped me change, he helped me do so much and now he's gone it's like I'm gone too, because he's my life Yano he's everything and it just got worse after he died Harry was the one keeping me alive and now I just don't want to be here and I felt like jumping there and then away from here" the expression on his face was speechless, he could hardly speak and look at me
"What did he say to you to make you do that?"
"He said to me 'maybe if you didn't turn out to be a slut and kept to being the pretty popular girl with good grades you would have but no you turned out to be everything everyone else said you would be a fucking whore" and like yeah it got to me" he looked so shocked
"Fucking hell really! Wait till I see him at school tomorrow!" I'm so glad he cared for me. We both laid in our backs head near the fire and just talked, he cheered me up so much. Next minute you know I'm fast asleep
*hours later*
I woke up and I was on top of Niall my leg was over his and my head was on his chest and my hand was holding his. I looked up to see his face and he woken up too, I reached over him to grab my phone and it was 10am
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" i rushed and stood up.
"What's wrong" he said in a sleepy voice
"It's 10pm and we are at school today" he put his hands over his head not liking the fact he has to get up, he stood up and got changed then drove me to my house to get changed, I put on my white long sleeved top on With some tight jeans with rips in them and my boots I then freshened up my makeup and straightened my hair then got back inside nialls car and he drove me to school, I had my bags and that in my locker so everything was there. We both got out of the car and then everyone started staring, I just looked down to the floor, nobody liked me here and they didn't like the fact I was with Niall cause he's the bad boy popular fit one and I'm the scum. I had loads of people shouting things at me, I just ran off towards the girls toilets but Niall grabbed my arm.
"Get off me"
"No Kerri calm down"
"Don't you see what's happening when I'm with you, your reputation will be bad let me go"
"I don't care about my reputation-" I just yanked my arm away and ran off I don't want this to happen to him. I went inside and wiped my tears away and walked to my first lesson..English. I got inside and sat next to becca.
"Kerri! Heyyy I haven't seen you in ages!" She hugged me
"I know same, how are you?"
"Okay, are you?"
"Yeah I am"
"You and Harry have broken up huh who broke up with who?"
"well we both really decided it"
"Oh bad news"
"How's you and zayn?"
"We are doing fine everything is going okay" she smiled
"Good!" I knew she was buzzing, the fit teacher came into our English and he said he was here to teach us, he is called Mr Stoke😍
"I'm Mr Stoke and I'm your English teacher" we all stared at him as he read out of this text book, especially me.
"Sirrrr" Evie put her hand up
"Yeah" he looked at her
"Is this book about you?" He looked confused,
"What do you mean?"
"Cause it says 'the tall handsome man stood and shook his head, he turned his head and his jawline hit me like a rock, he was so beautiful' I believe that's you" everyone started laughing and even sir was.
"It's not about me no" he said in mid laugh "although I'm flattered evie"
"You know my name? This is just like the story will it turn out like the ending?"
"Stay back at the end" then everyone started laughing at her but I don't think he wanted to keep her back cause of what she said...
He continued on with the lesson and he kept on looking at evie, she noticed too.
There was a knock on the door and it was the women from the cooler.
"Could I have Kerri please" he nodded and he looked at me. I stood up and pulled my sleeves down to cover my hands and I walked out the door with her, she shut the door behind me and I stood confused still pulling the sleeves over my hands.
"Do you have some kind of idea why I have pulled you out this morning?"
"No?"
"You don't have one idea?"
"No" I was getting more nervous and pulled my sleeves down further.
"Walk with me"
"Well aren't you going to tell me???"
"You'll find out Kerri" who the fuck is she talking to. She walked me to the cooler and she stepped inside, I followed behind and there was about 4 teachers stood in there keeping guard of someone. She moved out the way and Niall and Harry where sat there looking furious.
"Why am I here?" I asked her.
"Isn't this a bigger clue?" I pulled at my sleeves again.
"No" she told the teachers to leave, and it was just us 4 in the room.
"Sit here Kerri" I had to sit right in front of them.
"No I'm not sitting down"
"Kerri sit down"
"No I fucking won't" I was actually rather mad. What If Niall had told them about what I told him but I know i can trust him he can't of told them...
"Kerri less of the language! I'm trying to help you!"
"Help me?? For what?"
"Sit down and I'll explain" I walked slowly towards the chair and pulled it further back away from them and sat down "if your comfortable there I suppose you can sit further away"
"Yeah I am actually" she nodded.
"Now these boys, as you obviously know them, had a fight" I sat further up on my chair being well aware why. "Not one of them will explain why they fought"
"Why have you brought me into this if they aren't going to tell you they aren't going to tell me are they?"
"No of cause not, that's not why your here, your here because it was about you"
"How do you know it was about me if they won't tell you what happened?"
"Because when I walked over they where having a fight and all I heard was Kerri and The word whore a lot, now I am well aware what's been happening in school about you and the letter being sent home to your parents"
"First of all you don't know fucking shit what's going on in this school about me because you haven't even took the fucking posters down about me, second of all they aren't my parents"
"Just because they haven't been took down doesn't mean that I'm not aware of what's happening"
"You can't fucking sit there and say your aware because your not, your not doing anything about it so"
"Kerri stop swearing first of All, and I am trying my best to work with it"
"Oh my god what a load of fucking bullshit!"
"Kerri stop with the language!"
"Your more bothered if someone has a nose bleed than someone getting called a whore or a slut!" That was so aimed
"Kerri! That's it,well talk about this later, now about this situation"
"Oh my god I don't know what went on just fucking leave it, it was a fight everyone fights God!"
"But Kerri it was a fight in school and about another student"
"So fuck?"
"Kerri language!"
"Just get on with it" I wasn't even bothered I know why they where fighting.
"Niall and Harry I called your parents and they both are free to come down and I actually have an email that they are here now so I have to go and collect them from the office but you Kerri I've rang your mother too" I stood up furious
"What! She can't come down so what's the point she's dealing with shit right now she don't need you to fucking ring her about some fight in school that I wasn't even involved in! For fuck sake!!"
"Why I go and get Mrs Horan and Mrs styles you can all have a chat yes"
"Ignored"
"Yes Kerri I am ignoring you your not speaking to me like that, sit down and talk" I sat down and she left the room closing the door behind her. I got up straight away and opened the door to Check nobody was listening to our conversation and that she had gone. I shut the door and then Harry was going to explain to me but I shut him up,
"What don't you want to know what happened?"
"yeah actually I do, but not when we are being watched" I looked through misses desk to find something sharp but nothing was there. I stood up on my stool and punched the glass camera built into the wall and it sparked out on me and I fell of my chair backwards, Niall got up fast and picked me up and asked if I was okay, my knuckles where bleeding and bruised but it wasn't that bad, I sat on my chair looking furious at them both.
"What the fuck happened!" I shouted at them in a whisper just in case someone heard me.
"He fucking ran after me saying I've hurt you more than just the words, I don't even fucking understand" I sat back on my chair in silence knowing what he meant and pulled my sleeves back down over my hands. "I know I said that shit and it was bad im-" Niall butted in.
"Don't you fucking tell her your sorry I'll shove your head up your ass because sorry won't even cover up what you've done to her!"
"I know I was in the wrong it was some harsh fucking words she fucking said them back, she was the one who said it was over I didn't break her she broke herself!" Niall got up really angry and got in his face I jumped up as fast as I could before anything else could happen.
"SHE BROKE HERSELF?? YOU FUCKING MADE HER TRY TO KILL HERSELF AND IT WASNT THE FIRST TIME THAT SHES TRIED TO BECAUSE OF SOME FUCKING MEAN CUNTS LIKE YOU! SHE DESERVES BETTER, SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T MAKE HER WANT TO ENED HER LIFE OR CUT HER SKIN!! " i can't believe Niall said that. My heart dropped and my face was scared. Harry was so shocked and I thought he was going to fucking cry, Niall realised what he said after he said it and he was so sorry, but I wasn't mad at him.
"What?" He said barely in a whisper.
"Shut up she's coming back now sit down and this conversation didn't happen okay! None of this is going out to her or your parents keep your mouth shut both of you!" I sat down and put my hands between my thighs, we all where quiet. She came back inside and nialls mam and Harry's mam step through the door and they where asked to take a seat either side of Harry and Niall. The teacher knew what I done to the camera but she wasn't that bothered.
"Did youse make some progress-" miss was interrupted by her phone ringing "excuse me" she stood up and sat at her computer desk.
"Hello this is miss Ray speaking" she started writing some things down on her note pad. "I'll be as fast as I can" she put the phone down and stood up.
"Excuse me there has been an incident I'll be back" she rushed out and I was left with them all by myself.
"What the heck has went on here" Harry's mom spoke up. "Youse 3 are best friends I've never seen anything like it, I don't mean to be horrible when I'm saying this but everyone would probably think your fucking both of them but I know your not"
"Woah woah woah" I stood up pushing my chair back "fuck it I don't want to be here it was some fucking fight it happens everyday and some how just because my name was mentioned its some big crime, I know what youse fucking think of me now"
"Kerri I don't think anything of you except your a lovely pretty girl and you got involved with my son and it's just lead up to this that's what it's done and I hope youse can sort it out yourselves instead on having us involved and I'll tell Mrs rey this myself when she comes back in" speaking of her she comes in with 2 other students, gaz and his best mate Ian. I back away as far as I could because I hate their guts, for what they've done to me.
"What the fucks he doing in here!" Harry stands up furious.
"They are involved in this then?" Miss said
"Will you just fucking leave it for fuck sake stop making things worse and stop getting involved none of us want to fucking be here!!! can't you fucking tell you've just made things worse I'm fucking leaving" I pushed my chair out the way and left making sure i slammed the door behind, I turn the corner past the room and I started crying sliding my side on the wall to the floor. I couldn't keep it in no longer. I heard the door open and I heard loads of footsteps coming towards where I was, I stood up and pushed my back against the wall just in case they came my way I was pretty scared what if they seen me crying, it would show my weakness.