foolish

fourteen.

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"Can I?" She asks quietly.

I hesitate.

"..please." I say after some silence

It seemed like that was all she needed.

"Stand up." Lisa demands in a serious tone.

"But I thought-.. you-..?" I stammer confused.

"Get up Y/n."

Confused I stand up off of her.

"Go sit on the bed." She says, not standing up from the chair.

"..Huh?" I hum confused.

"Don't make me repeat myself Y/n." She states sternly.

Not replying I walk over to the bed, sitting down, I look over at her. She just sits there, shamelessly looking me over from head to toe, if only I could read her mind. I can only imagine what she's thinking right now, the same things i've been thinking the whole time she had been gone.

Oh how much i've missed her.

"Take your shirt off." She cuts off my thoughts, I glance back up at her eyes as mine had wondered down trailing her figure. She is looking directly at me already. Without saying anything my hands slide down to the ends of my shirt, my left hand to the right side of my shirt and vice versa. Slowly I tug my shirt up just slightly to reveal a little of my stomach. I watch as her eyes flick down to the newly revealed skin i've allowed her to see. I pause. Her eyes flicker back up to mine after some seconds of realizing I stopped.

"Why'd you stop? Keep going, I didn't tell you to stop." She says frantically.

My hands let go of my shirt before coming to rest behind me as I lean back slowly onto my elbows. Staring at her.

"Come take it off yourself." I say.

Without a second thought she stands up, striding over to the bed I was in before standing in front of me, my hung legs over the edge of the bed spread giving her room to slide inbetween them.

"Move up." Her voice in a low whisper as she speaks.

I slide back onto the bed a little more. Following this she places her right knee between my spread legs while her left leg goes over my left thigh. Leaning down quickly she places her lips on mine, placing her right hand on my neck while her left trails under the edge of my shirt.

Her tongue taste of cigarette as she eases her tongue between my lips it's not long after until i feel her warm tongue collide with my own. Her hand moving towards my jaw to pull my head upwards towards her more as if I back away any second. Her breaths get heavy as she runs out of air from her impatient and desperate kisses she places on my lips. As she pulls away she bites onto my bottom lip, tugging at it as she backs up and before I could even miss the feeling of her lips on me she begins kissing my jaw. Tilting my head back to give her space to do as she pleases, placing a couple pecks along my jaw she pulls back. Backing up.

"Sit up please." Lisa says the desperation leaking from her voice, it's honestly cute.

I sit up. Her hands quickly move to the ends of my shirt pulling it up and over my head in an instant, throwing it to the side of us she pushes me back down. My back now hitting the bed. She quickly leans over me to hover, looking me in the eyes before diving her head back into the curve of my neck. Sucking and biting as she tries to leave all the signs that she's been there, her lips on my skin, the skin that no one but her seems to want to touch. My hands move to her back and little breaths periodically slip from my lips.

"You don't understand how much ive missed you.. missed this. I don't know why I ever left. No one could ever make me feel the things you make me feel." She says still kissing my neck as she speaks causing it to muffle a bit, but i still understand her none the less.

Her words make my heart drop.

"You'll leave again Lisa, you know you will. No matter how good I make you feel, I just keep you busy here until you decide to leave." I whisper, running my fingers through her hair.

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