Imperfect Us

My Reply

It is Monday and I come to the class a little bit rushing as I was woke up late today. I bumped onto Louisa at the doorway as she come out to throw some rubbish from her desk. My notebooks fell on the floor and surprisingly she help me to collect them.

I seat at my spot in the class. Thinking of continuing with my letter. But I couldn't found it inside my notebook. Thinking it might be fallen on the floor earlier, I make a fast move towards the doorway but found nothing there either. I was panicked but also confidence I might mistakenly take another notebook. So I decide to write again to Kayden.

Hey Kayden!
It's a pleasure to know u have caught a feeling with me. Urmmm... l'm in a relationship with your best friend Rick now. Thought u wouldn't be interested in me (funny that we both got no confidence to talk bout it sooner). Rick is a good guy, but I like u more. This is bad for us, so how do move from here? Do we need to tell Rick? Do we need to go on without Rick knowing? But, I want you to know... I'm falling so long before.
It's me,
Eve.

I'm going back town that week. Rick was out of town. Kayden too is out of town. Nia is coming to my home and I passed her the letter. She said that Kayden couldn't come home this week as it's a festive season and the transport was fully booked. I just nodded and told Nia not to open the letter. She is just smile and asked me what's going between Kayden and me. I just shrugged and smile sweetly towards her. She giggles. I hope my letter doesn't hurts anyone. I can't wait to see or hearing from Kayden next.