BEYOND HER FEAR ( Completed)

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A broken heart is all that left
I m still fixing all the cracks...
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it carried it carried it home....

Shehnaaz run from there crying and sat in car and left from there.....

That scene is coming in front of her eyes again and again making her sob loudly....

I m afraid of all i m
My mind is like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please carry me carry me carry me home....

Tiya.... Love of his life.... She know he didn't accept her as wife... Neither did she expect... But only one thing she expect from him is that loyalty.....

I spend all of the love i save
We were always a losing game
Small town boy in a big arcade
I got addicted to a losing game

But today he break her only expectation from him..... Expectations hurts 💔

Ohhh ohhhh ohhh ohhh
All i know  all i know
Loving you is a losing game

What is her fault in all this....????  What she did to get this..???  That she belong to a village..??? Or she is not that beautiful as his love...??? Or she was forced to him....

When someone break our heart ... Then we think about our top most insecurity... He/ she left me because I m ugly... He / she left me because I m fatso... He / she left me because I m short... Or anything......

                                         - zakir khan

Even if she was forced to him... But what about her..??? She was also forced to marry him....  But she is trying to accept this marriage na... Then why can't he..????

No one understand her... No.. It's not like she is tough to understand... It's just no one want to understand her.....

Everybody just come and impose their decision on her... No one ask her opinion... No one ask whether she want it or not.... No one 💔.....

She comes out of  her thoughts listening door lock sound.... She turn around and saw sidharth standing there in his office attire...

She looked away and continue looking at sky.....

Sid : v.. Vo maa ne bola ki tumne lunch bhi nhi kiya or abhi bhi dinner ka time ho gya hai to....

Sana looked at him and smile....

Sana : ap fikar mat kro sidharth ... Dinner meine nhi bnaya hai.... Said and give him painful smile 🙂...

Sid : nhi vo...

But Sana turn toward the sky... Now she see the moon..... She come home in afternoon and directly come in her new room ( guest room) thanking God that sm was nit present in living area....

She was so lost in her thoughts that didn't realise when night comes and she is still sitting on her place .....

Sid : I m sorry....

Sana : kis liye..??? Said without turning around....

Sid pissed with her behavior.... Her ignorance is effecting her but not in good way.....

Sid : office mein jo....

Sana : don't.... And looked at him.....

Are you regret doing that...???

And Sid looked at her confused...

Sid : what..??

Sana : spending time with your lo.. Love..???

Sid : no.. Not at all....  Said looking in her eyes irritated... Why would I..?? I love her and love to spend time with her....

Sana : then why are you sorry..??? Just go from there I don't want to talk right now....

And turn around but Sid held her hand tightly...

Sid : what's your problem haan..??? Why are you showing this bloody attitude..????  Samjhti kya ho khud ko...???

Aaya na mein sorry bolne.... To kiss baat pr akad rhi ho..???

His hold is going tighter around her wrist... But she didn't hiss even looking at his eyes while tears are falling from her eyes but she didn't wipe them...

Sid : you know what ... Galti meri hai... Mein aaya hi kyu idr... Sorry bolne... Jo tum deserve hi nhi krti..... Said gritting his teeths....

Sana laugh loudly hearing him with tears in her eyes...

Sana : deserve..???? Deserve....???

To kya deserve krti hoon mein..???? Ik aisa pati jiska bahar chakkar chal rha hai..???? Ik aisa pati jisse iss baat ka zara sa bhi dukh na ho...???? Ik aisa pati jise koi farak nhi padhta agar uski biwi mar bhi jaye..??? Ik aisa pati jo use apni patni tak nhi manta..????

Ye deserve karti hoon mein.. Haina..????  Lekinn kyuuuu... ???? Shout loudly....

And fall on floor with thud.... Crying badly...

Kyuuuuuuuu.......

Kya galti hai meriiiiii...... Kyaa kiya hai meine......

Sid pull her holding her arm...

Sid : ye natak kyu kr rhi ho haan...?? Yaad hai na shaadi se pehle meine already bola tha... That love someone... Tab bhi mujse shaadi ki tumne......

Sana : haan ki shaadi..... And jerk his hand.... Jo aata hai bol ke chala jata hai..... Apna faisla suna ke chala jata hai.... Shehnaaz ye kro.... Shehnaaz vo kro.... Shehnaaz tumhe ye karna padega.... Shehnaaz aisa mat kro....

Kisi ne mere se pucha..... Shehnaaz kya chahiye... Shehnaaz tum kya chahti ho... Shehnaaz tum khush ho isse.....

Nhi.........

Nhi pucha kisi ne..... Kyu puchega..... Yahi to deserve karti hoon mein... Haina..????

Said looking at him with red teary eyes making him looked away....

He left from there not able to see  her like this.....

Mein samjha tha tum ho
To kya or mangu
Meri zindagi mein
Meri ass tum ho....

Ye duniya nhi h
Mere pass to kya..
Muje ye bharam tha
Mere pass tum ho....

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